(Minghui.org) I've been surfing the Internet for years, but things changed on October 1, 2019. It was difficult to log into the Minghui website. When I did log on, the website page was fragmented. I could not upload an article. I saw the message, “connection resetting” on the screen. I was very anxious and helpless.
Looking Inward for Attachments
As practitioners we know that whenever we encounter interference it's an opportunity to look inward. When I reflected on my cultivation state, I had heavy attachments to my family. I resented my parents-in-laws who always favored their younger son, but didn't care about my husband. I was angry, jealous and found all kinds of excuses to cover up my human notions. I did not treat the situation as a good opportunity to remove them. This went on for more than six months. I had not completely eliminated it, so I was interfered with.
I also had not fulfilled my responsibilities. Two weeks before fellow practitioners brought me Falun Dafa amulets. But I did not promptly give them to the practitioners who were waiting for them to hand out. This caused them a delay in saving people. I finished writing an article, and directly uploaded it without asking the practitioner who provided the information to go over it. As a result, I could not upload it.
I had not treated Dafa as sacred; instead, I just wanted to quickly finish things. My fear and eagerness surfaced every time I uploaded articles to the Minghui website. I did things in a hurry so that I could log off the website. That's why I was unable to log onto the website.
After I identified my shortcomings, I used the Fa to adjust myself, and let go of my attachments. I finished doing the things I should have done. When I showed my article to the practitioner who provided the information, he read it and said, “This will do, no need to change anything.”
Master said,
“When disciples have ample righteous thoughtsMaster has the power to turn back the tide”(“The Master-Disciple Bond”, Hong Yin Vol. II, Translation Version A)
Problem Solved!
When I told myself that I must be able to log onto the website, at that moment I was able to log on, and I saw Master's image there. I looked through Today's Articles and found the persecution article I had uploaded, which I thought I had not sent successfully.
Next, I sent my articles to the editorial staff, and downloaded all the necessary items to the Minghui mailbox. The articles I sent to Minghui included the persecution articles, name lists of those who quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) and its youth organizations, and the articles about those who sincerely recited “Falun Dafa is good” and received blessings.
As Master said,
“Of course, only Dafa and Dafa disciples could achieve all of this.” (“Dafa Disciples Are Fulfilling Their Missions,” Team Yellow Translation )
Category: Improving Oneself
