How I Overcame My Fear After Filing My Lawsuit Against Jiang Zemin
(Minghui.org) I felt a bit uneasy after filing a lawsuit against Jiang Zemin for launching the persecution of Falun Gong that resulted in my incarceration in the past. With my information now made public, I worried that I might be arrested again for practicing Falun Gong.
I pondered if I should do the same as some of my local practitioners, who went out of town for vacation or visiting relatives after filing lawsuits. While I realized that as a practitioner I had Master's protection, I still struggled to get rid of my fear.
Recalling an Experience Years Ago
As I worked to calm myself down, I suddenly recalled what happened to me when the persecution first started in 1999. Back then I left my residence in Beijing and sought shelter in my hometown. Beijing police, however, tracked me down and informed their counterparts in my hometown. The latter searched all my relatives' houses, forcing me to play hide and seek for the next half month.
One day when I was looking out a window, I suddenly realized that as a Dafa practitioner on the divine path, I should never allow the police to control me or monitor my whereabouts.
I next went out to distribute truth-clarifying materials as usual, and no police in my hometown ever bothered me again.
What I Saw When Sending Forth Righteous Thoughts
I was inspired after recalling the above-mentioned experience and dropped the idea of seeking shelter. I decided to stay put in Beijing and intensify my Fa-study and sending forth righteous thoughts. Whenever I felt anxious again, I started to send forth righteous thoughts and would soon calm down.
Master said, “Where there is Evil, there is dark, dense haze”(Hong Yin Volume II). After filing the lawsuit against Jiang, I sensed much stronger energy during sending forth righteous thoughts. Sometimes the energy field that wrapped around me was so strong that it almost lifted me up.
I saw something in other dimensions while sending forth righteous thoughts a few days before I wrote this article. A huge truck loaded with policemen appeared in front of my eyes. They jumped down one after another and gathered, waiting for orders. I knew they were going to do something bad, so I immediately started to send forth righteous thoughts. Soon they all fell down, exposing another row of police behind them. As they came in waves, I kept sending forth righteous thoughts.
When all the police were destroyed, the soil turned black. At that time, another scene appeared, with a road winding through a forest. A new group of evil beings were destroyed the moment they emerged from the underbrush.
As I finished sending forth righteous thoughts that day, I realized that Beijing is where the head of the evil is, and we practitioners in Beijing should take advantage of the proximity to eliminate more of the evil.
Especially now with so many lawsuits against Jiang, it is imperative that we get rid of the evil that interferes with the process of bringing him to justice. I also learned that sending forth righteous thoughts helps get rid of the fear that we may feel after filing lawsuits against Jiang.