Master Dissolves My Resentment

(Minghui.org) When I was growing up, my father often beat me and verbally abused me. When I was ten, I moved to my uncle’s home, where I suffered even worse abuse. After I got married, my husband divorced me when our child was only two years old. A few years later, I married a man who was disabled in both legs. To make things worse, I had a very bad relationship with my in-laws, but I still had to do many household chores since we lived with them.

My father wasn’t happy about my second marriage. But instead of helping me, he verbally abused me even more and kept asking me for money. When my husband found out, he cursed my father and also cursed me. 

It was at the lowest point in my life that I took up Falun Dafa. I was deeply moved by Dafa’s teaching and understood that all my suffering was a result of my wrongdoing in past lives. I was willing to face it and endure it. Dafa cleansed my soul and dissolved my resentment.

No matter how badly my in-laws treated me, I maintained my xinxing and reminded myself not to resent them. Although my income wasn’t very high, I tried my best to support my father and make sure he lived a good life. At the age of 79, he had a car accident and passed away shortly after. His last words to me were “My daughter, I’m sorry I treated you so badly. I’m facing the consequences now.”

There are many other small incidents that helped me remove my resentment. 

Once, my husband asked his friend to help me move a cabinet when we were renovating the house. His friend came over and took a look at the cabinet. But instead of helping me move it, he just kicked the cabinet and left. As I was struggling by myself to move it, I kept blaming my husband’s friend. Just then, something cut my hand and it started bleeding badly. As soon as I realized that my thoughts had been incorrect, the bleeding immediately stopped.

I also had conflicts with a fellow practitioner, who later revealed my information to the police, resulting in a two-year prison sentence for me. While in prison, I badly injured my ankle. Three days later, I dreamed that a group of people were demanding that I repay my debts to them. A kind man stopped them and said a few words and then they all left. After I woke up, I realized that Master Li, the founder of Falun Dafa, had resolved my karmic debts for me. 

In another dream, I saw that in a previous life I had harmed the practitioner who reported me to the police. I no longer resented her, but tried my best to work with her in saving people. 

These are just a few of my experiences where Master has helped me remove my resentment.