(Minghui.org) I was so drowsy at midnight last night that I could not sit up, and did not send forth righteous thoughts. I want to do well what Master requires of us, so when this happens I always feel upset with myself afterward. 

I had a break at work today at noontime, so I sent forth righteous thoughts. I extended it for five extra minutes to cleanse my space field further. I wanted to eliminate all evil factors that interfere with my sending forth righteous thoughts, factors that cause drowsiness. Everything is included and nothing is left out.

Initially I felt a little sleepy during these extra five minutes, but I did my best to stay awake. A moment later I felt something moving quickly in my mind, and I felt extremely alert. In an instant, my drowsiness disappeared, and my energy multiplied. I was greatly encouraged and reminded myself to stay calm and extended my sending forth righteous thoughts for ten more minutes.

Even though I can not see what happens in other dimensions, I firmly believe our righteous thoughts can eliminate the evil. As long as we can keep up our righteous thoughts, we will eliminate factors that cause drowsiness, and Master will help us. I feel Master is always watching over his disciple, even when I fail to do well.

This experience of sending forth righteous thoughts made me realize when I am interfered with in sending forth righteous thoughts, I must not lose heart, let alone give up. I must persevere.

It is the battle between good and evil. The longer I persevere, the more the righteous power to weaken all the evil factors and lessen the interference.

I wrote this down to encourage myself. When my righteous thoughts are insufficient, I must work hard to persevere, do better, and keep up. This is the best way to repay Master’s compassionate salvation.

This is my understanding at my level. Please kindly point out anything that is not in accordance with the Fa.