Elevating Amidst Tribulations Through Concentrated Righteous Thoughts
(Minghui.org) Not long after I started sending forth righteous thoughts, I saw a lady crying in my dimensional field. After I finished, it seemed she had just stopped crying and was whimpering. Initially I did not pay much attention.
When I was sending forth righteous thoughts after a few days, she began to talk while crying miserably: “The Fa-rectification will come to an end. I still don't have an immortal infant. Only doing things, doing things.”
This alarmed me. How come I still don't have an immortal infant after cultivating for so long? Now thinking back, I was always going here and there doing things, I studied the Fa a lot, but I never took it to heart. I always looked at other practitioners' shortcomings without looking inward. I realized I had too many attachments.
Large Scale Arrest
Many practitioners in our city were arrested. To find the practitioners, these police officers had staff from their local community management committee follow and track them. Then, the officers waited outside their homes and forced their way inside when the practitioners opened the door. They ransacked their homes.
I had a very strong attachment to fear, so I began to send forth righteous thoughts to eliminate all the evil behind these arrests. I continued to send forth righteous thoughts for 25 minutes at every hour. After I finished, I began to study the Fa with a very calm mind.
Then, I read an article on the Minghui website titled: “Witnessed Through my Celestial Eyes: Please Do Not Let Down Teacher's Saving Grace.” It made me cry.
Fighting Evil with Fa Strength
I felt hopeless and undeserving of Teacher's saving grace. I begged Teacher to hold my heart. At that moment, I let go of everything that held me in the human world. I asked Teacher for strength and the righteous gods, the gods safeguarding the Fa, and all my Fa weapons, to help eliminate all the evil behind the persecution of practitioners in my city.
The more I sent forth righteous thoughts, the stronger my righteous thoughts became. In the end, I eliminated the evil beings that were behind the interference. They turned into yellow water, dark water, and thick fluid. I cleansed everything in my dimensional field when sending forth righteous thoughts.
A practitioner came to my home, which triggered my fear. I worried that I was being tracked down and that the police would come to arrest me and ransack my home at any time.
After this practitioner left, I began to recall what Teacher said:
'“What’s there to fear? My body would still sit there even with my head cut off.”' (“Huge Exposure” from Essentials For Further Advancement)
Letting Go of Life and Death
Therefore, I decided to let go of life and death and continued to study the Fa and send forth righteous thoughts. I extended the amount of time I sent forth righteous thoughts to 35 minutes.
The more I did, the more clearheaded I became. I suddenly realized that the attachment to fear that resided on my left side was controlling my words and actions.
Therefore, I began to send forth righteous thoughts to eliminate it with very strong righteous thoughts. I could feel the left side of my body responding. It was alive and its root penetrated into my lower abdomen. I had to ask for Teacher's help to eliminate it. Teacher turned it into a lot of fluid. It was as thick as bean paste and was black.
Then, I continued to send forth righteous thoughts. There was an old force being blocking me, it said it was there to prepare the next test for me. I eliminated it through sending forth righteous thoughts. I also eliminated the backup old forces and the substance of fear. After that, many other black substances left my body.
I discovered there was a small white tube on my left side, and the substance of fear was transported through this channel. The old forces were operating it. I figured there were also poisonous factors of the evil Party involved. I located it with righteous thoughts, and eliminated many dark substances.
In addition, there were attachments to leisure, laziness, and not being tidy and neat in my right side. A substance related to not cultivating one's speech was in the form of a snake; not being tolerant was in the form of the evil specter of the Communist Party, and so on. My righteous thoughts eliminated all that tried to persecute me.
It turned out that a few tubes were set up for the evil to transport bad substances to my body to persecute me.
During those few days, I eliminated many attachments. The Falun in my abdomen was deformed, and Teacher fixed it and cleaned out the bad substances there. He also helped me develop the immortal infant and the Gong column.
The wonderfulness of the Fa and Teacher's benevolence strengthened my faith in Teacher and the Fa.