Diligently Cultivating Out of Laziness
(Clearwisdom.net) I am now 43 years old. I was diagnosed with a bone cyst on a femoral head in 1993. I had an operation, but it was unsuccessful. Later on my disease developed into necrosis of the femoral head. I visited all of the larger hospitals, and was told that I should walk with crutches, and that I would not be able to work in the future. Otherwise, I could have another operation where they would install a metal object which would have to be changed every three years, at a cost of around 50,000 yuan each time.
I was very unhappy, and was under a lot of stress. The thought even occurred to me that I should commit suicide. During that time in 1994, I began to practice Falun Gong. From then on, the disease went away and I was healed completely, and I could even do heavy work. For over ten years I have been healthy, and all my family members can see the goodness and the power of Falun Dafa.
On April 25, 1999, Jiang's regime began to persecute Falun Gong. I was not scared of being mistreated, and went to Beijing to appeal for Falun Gong under the pressure of being arrested. On July 20, 1999, I again went to Beijing to appeal for Falun Gong, and later went once again on my bike, but was arrested and extorted of 1200 yuan. Later, on one of the so called sensitive days, officers from our county government and policemen came to harass me, and tried to force me to give up Falun Gong. I did not give up and never will.
In 2005, because of the hard labor at my work, I did not diligently study the Fa and do the exercises. One day when I was at work, I suddenly felt pain in my leg, and could not work normally. After thinking about it, I realized that I did not study the Fa, do the exercises, or clarify the truth diligently because of fear.
When I went out to deliver truth clarifying materials after dinner, I felt so much pain that it was difficult for me to walk, but I insisted on going out. I thought as I walked, "Even ordinary people who know 'Falun Dafa is Good' can benefit from it. I am a Dafa disciple, and nothing can persecute me when Master and Dafa are with me." My leg was no longer in pain, and I could walk quite well without even noticing it. I delivered all the truth clarifying materials effortlessly, and I again realized how miraculous Dafa is.