"Mom, I Miss You So Much, But You Should Never Write A 'Repentance Letter' For My Sake."
(Clearwisdom.net) At the end of the year, we wish our great Master a happy New Year! Words cannot express our thanks to Master for the pains he has taken for our salvation.
In 1999, because I had refused to write a "guarantee letter" affirming that I would not go to Beijing to appeal, the police detained me for my third time in jail, and they were going to sentence me to a labor camp. I was really missing my daughter and silently shedding tears. My fluctuating emotions made me uneasy, and I began to pace back and forth.
Master reminded me in a dream that my daughter was a small practitioner, and Master was taking care of her. What should I worry about? My lingering threads of longing for her gradually faded away.
In my dream one morning, a female celestial being dressed in a white skirt floated over to me and said, "This environment is useless for you!" I did not understand what the dream meant when I awoke. A couple of days later, however, I was released to go back home unconditionally.
After returning home, I learned that on the night that I was arrested, my daughter had cried all night long. On the night of the second day, while my daughter was crying again, Master's law body kindly appeared to her and told her, "Your mom will be back home in two weeks." On the night before I returned home, Master's law body came to her again and told her, "Your mom will be back tomorrow night." How merciful of Master! It is our Master who is truly taking care of us! The special care that our great Master gives to us, especially the young practitioners, makes it impossible for us to repay him!
There is another small practitioner in the same grade as my daughter. He secretly told her, "When my own mom was arrested, Master told me my mom's release date and time. When I went home after school, I saw mom sitting at home at the exact time that Master had told me. If you miss your mom, you should write her a letter."
My daughter then wrote me a letter:
"Mom, I miss you so much. Everybody else has their mom, but not me. I was very sad, but you should never write a 'repentance letter' for my sake because that will make me feel even sadder. I had a dream last night. In the dream, Master was sitting on a lotus. You and I are riding on white horses on each side of Master, who led us to a place that is so pure that nowhere else can compare. There were peacocks, flying up in the air..."
It has been a while, and I can't remember the entire content of my daughter's letter, but I kept the letter at home. My whole family went to Beijing to appeal again, which led to my daughter and I becoming homeless. My husband was arrested and, after a year, began following an evil path. When he returned home, he saw our daughter's letter on the faded paper. The crooked handwriting and the stains from my daughter's tears touched him deeply. As he held the letter close to his heart late at night, he became aware of his deeply guilty conscience and gradually woke up. When he had enlightened along an evil path in jail, my daughter saw in a dream that a demon had changed her dad's body, and she cried like one who grieves. Gradually, my daughter has been able to accept all these things, and she has steadily matured.
When she quieted her thoughts, that letter flowed from her true innermost feelings, and it really moved her dad. Now, he already understands and is on the path back to his true home.
Fellow practitioners: We must all calm our minds as soon as possible and not let Master worry about us anymore!
Let us strive forward!