I Finally Corrected My State for Sending Forth Righteous Thoughts

(Minghui.org) I have not done well in sending forth righteous thoughts for many years. Many practitioners have assisted me with this matter, and I also tried using all sorts of methods, such as keeping my eyes open, extending the duration, recording a video of myself, etc., but all of these methods only took effect temporarily, and they were not able to help me resolve my fundamental problem.

No matter how I regretted my lack of resolve and detested myself, or how hard I wanted to change my state, I still often lost my main consciousness when I slightly relaxed my mind while sending forth righteous thoughts. Even though there were times when I was in a slightly better state, and I also knew how hard I tried to keep myself awake, fellow practitioners and I did not know what my problem was, and we felt helpless about it. I also often said to myself painfully, “If you think that sending forth righteous thoughts is the most relaxing task among the three things that Dafa practitioners need to do, you are absolutely wrong!”

To strengthen the elimination of the evil persecution that extended overseas recently, we practitioners increased our efforts in sending forth righteous thoughts. I felt anxious about my state, with my main consciousness being partially unclear while I was sending forth righteous thoughts. I thought, “I have been sending forth righteous thoughts for more than 20 years, and Master’s Fa-rectification is already coming to an end, but I can’t even send forth righteous thoughts properly. Can I still be counted as a Dafa practitioner who meets the standards?”

When I sent forth righteous thoughts at 6 a.m. on March 1, 2025, after completing the exercises, it wasn’t long before I started to feel like I was losing my main consciousness. I felt that my power was insufficient and that my energy potency could not be executed.

I tried hard to overcome this state, and a thought came into my mind, “My body is gigantic, my body is gigantic, bigger, bigger, bigger.” My mind gradually became a bit clearer, and I thought, “The Earth and the Three Realms are all revolving before me. I am above the Earth and also above the Three Realms. I am higher than all of them. They are all now like specks of dust in front of me, or even smaller than that. I am above them, and I am higher than all of them.”

With that, my mind totally cleared up, “Yes, I am supreme. My bodies in different dimensions are gigantic. No matter how big the Three Realms, the universe, or the celestial body is, they are not as big as my body. I am supreme, and I am Master’s disciple. I am a being that has been created by Dafa, so I am so big, and I should be so gigantic.”

Just as I kept having these thoughts in my mind, I felt bursts of energy penetrating my body from the top of my head, and the energy field around my body was becoming stronger and stronger. I thought, “My gong has merged with all the righteous energy in the whole celestial body and the universe to form one entity. Yes, they have merged to become an entity with all the righteous energy within the universe. Annihilate all the evil, the dark minions, rotten demons, and all elements of the communist evil specter that are creating the tribulation to persecute the Fa.”

I silently recited Master’s Fa-rectification verses, followed by the word “Mie” (annihilate). At that moment, I felt that my gong was sweeping out all the evil in the universe with an overwhelming momentum. All the evil and rotten demons instantly disintegrated under the impact of this unstoppable burst of energy.

I suddenly understood an important reason why I had not been able to send forth righteous thoughts well for such a prolonged period of time. That was because, when I sent forth righteous thoughts in the past, I only believed in what I saw and positioned myself on Earth. I used my sentient body to put in effort to recite the word “Mie.” After a prolonged period of time, I would be so tired, and once my main consciousness slightly relaxed, the evil’s interference would make my main consciousness unclear.

In my subconscious mind, I even felt that the celestial body and the universe are so big, and I wondered how far my gong could reach out. I wondered how much power I actually possess. Just as I changed this notion to raise my own position, it was as though I had arrived at the highest level of the whole celestial body and the universe, where the world of the celestial bodies, the universe, and the whole colossal firmament are all within my sight. In my mind, when a strong and mighty “Mie” word was being sent out, it started from the top down and was very easy to do so. The word “Mie” was being enlarged endlessly from near to far, covering everything.

Although it was a thrilling battle between the righteous and the evil on that side, my sentient side here was calm and peaceful, in a fixed and very stable state, as though every cell in my body was penetrable and every pore could easily emit gong at will. All I had to do was to hold on to the word “Mie” in my mind. My body was being enveloped by a gigantic bolt of energy, and I became one with this energy. It was a kind of comfortable satisfaction that I had never felt before. After sending forth righteous thoughts for an hour, I strongly experienced for the first time that the feeling of annihilating the evil with true righteous thoughts was so miraculous and wonderful!

While I was writing this article, I suddenly recalled the words that a practitioner had said more than a decade ago, “A cultivator must place oneself in a very low position when one is handling matters or people, but must place oneself very high when one is sending forth righteous thoughts.” I feel that this really makes sense.

Through this experience, I gained some enlightenment, and Master kept empowering and encouraging me, helping me to get into a correct state and find my problems, so that I could ultimately correct myself and catch up with the progression of Fa-rectification. Thank you, Master! I can’t imagine that I, a dull disciple who did not know how to send forth righteous thoughts all this while, can still write a cultivation experience about sending forth righteous thoughts to share with fellow practitioners. Thank you, Master, once again!