(Minghui.org) I did not take it seriously when I experienced chills and discomfort one day in August 2018. I continued to attend group Fa study and do the three things as usual.
The discomfort disappeared and came back several times.
At first, I thought I had caught a cold at a practitioner’s home and blamed the practitioner for not putting others first. I then realized I was being resentful, so I tried to get rid of the attachment that made me feel resentful.
The symptoms came back days later and this time my entire body was cold and my abdomen was swollen. The pain was so unbearable I couldn't eat. This lasted for a few days.
I could feel a fist-sized lump in my lower abdomen. I didn't tell anyone at home since they weren't practitioners. I called my sister, who is a Falun Dafa adherent, and she came to visit me with her daughter and son-in-law.
My niece's husband said, “It’s fine to do the exercises at home, but you should go to the hospital if you are sick.” Although I had talked to him about Falun Dafa before, he did not know the principles of the practice.
I was not afraid of going to the hospital. A CT scan of my abdomen was performed and the doctor said I had inflammation of the gallbladder, an appendix cyst, and an ileocecum tumor. He said I had to be hospitalized and needed an enhanced CT scan before having surgery.
I was in so much pain at the time that my sister had to help me walk to the CT scan table. While lying on the table, I thought, “I’m a Dafa practitioner, I’m not sick, and I don’t need any surgery. Master please help me.”
I quietly said to the scanning machine, “You cannot detect a tumor because I’m a Dafa practitioner. I’m here to validate Dafa with righteous thoughts. You are a living being. Please remember Falun Dafa is good, Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good.”
All I could think at the time was, “The test cannot show that I’m sick—I’m not sick.”
When the CT scan report printed out, it stated that there was no indication of a tumor in the ileocecal area.
The pain was gone when I got off the table and I was able to walk. I told my sister that I was fine.
The doctor could not believe the result so he insisted on doing a colonoscopy. The report only showed that there had been inflammation. The doctor agreed to allow me to go home.
I told my niece's husband, “Isn’t Falun Dafa amazing? The tumor disappeared.” He was speechless.
Under Master’s protection and my firm believe in Dafa, I was able to overcome this test. Master said,
“We have said that good or bad comes from a person’s initial thought, and the thought at that moment can bring about different consequences.” (Lecture Four, Zhuan Falun)
Had I been unstable, afraid, worried, or thought that I was really sick, I could have become very ill or even died.
I would like to share my experience with practitioners who are going through tribulations—let go of all human notions, attachments, worries, and fear, and give yourself completely to Master.
Master said,
“...When disciples have ample righteous thoughtsMaster has the power to turn back the tide” (“The Master-Disciple Bond,” Hong Yin Vol. II, Translation Version A)
“When it’s difficult to endure, you can endure it. When it’s impossible to do, you can do it.” (Lecture Nine, Zhuan Falun)
If you can really do what Master is saying is possible, then you will find there is light at the end of the tunnel.
