(Minghui.org) We discussed filing criminal complaints against Jiang Zemin during a group Fa-study session in June.
Practitioner Ms. Wang said that she would file the complaint no matter what, and I said that I would do the same. Yet, I was a little afraid. Practitioner Ms. Tan questioned if I could go through with filing a complaint, because I had a big attachment of fear.
I thought that I should wait until practitioners who had been severely persecuted filed their lawsuits. However, I kept thinking about this issue. I benefited from practicing Dafa, and Master gave me Dafa, which purified my body and mind so I could understand the true meaning of life. How could I not file the complaint just because of fear? From ordinary people's point of view, I had been persecuted so I should file a lawsuit against the chief perpetrator.
However, I still worried about how my action might impact my parents. They suffered in 2000 when I was illegally detained for 70 days. I did not know what to do until the Minghui Weekly announced that more than 5,000 people had filed lawsuits against Jiang Zemin. Practitioner Ms. Tan had also mailed out her complaint. I was getting anxious and decided to file my complaint.
I spent two days preparing the documents. When it came time to mail it off, I wanted another practitioner to go mail this letter with me. No one was available. I thought, “If I succeed in my cultivation and become a king, would I still need the company of others to be king with me?” So I went to mail the letter by myself.
At the post office, I started writing down my address, but my hands shook because I was filled with fear. I could not write well, and made several corrections before I finished it. I paid the postage and made sure that the clerk had my letter processed and sealed.
I took a deep breath when I walked out of the post office. I felt weak and lay down after I got home. But I did not regret anything and was filled with joy. I did what a Dafa practitioner should do.
Then, I realized the freedom of being without fear. My fear was removed by Master. I experienced Master's great compassion, and I received a receipt from the Supreme People's Procuratorate two days later.
I would like to share my experience to encourage fellow practitioners who have not yet filed their letter of complaint.
Category: Improving Oneself
