(Clearwisdom.net) After starting cultivation in Falun Dafa in 1997, I became very happy. I experienced joy from the bottom of my heart, because I had finally found what I had been looking for. I studied the Fa enthusiastically and experienced rapid and dramatic physical and psychological changes.
When the Chinese Communist Party began to persecute Falun Dafa in 1999, I stumbled and made some mistakes, but I have never doubted Teacher or the Fa. I had a wish to study and share with fellow practitioners, especially through the Minghui website (Chinese version of the Clearwisdom website). No matter how harsh the terror is in China, we can still share experiences and cultivate together on this website.
I remember when I read the Minghui Weekly articles for the first time in 2001, I gained many new understandings, which enabled me to improve my xinxing. Since then, I've read every article in the Minghui Weekly, but for a while I did not want to write articles to share my own cultivation experiences, because I felt that my enlightenment quality was poor and that I was far from meeting the requirements of the Fa.
However, when the 5th Internet Experience Sharing Conference of China called for papers, I suddenly realized that I had a strong human mindset that was blocking me--that is, I always felt that I was not good enough. There were many human attachments hiding behind this: vanity, fear, seeking comfort, and wanting to gain something without being willing to pay for it. This selfishness is bad and is the source of all evil. I must get rid of it. I must meet the standard that Teacher requires of us and reach the realm of being selfless and consider others first.
In my understanding, writing an experience sharing article is part of doing the three things well, because it helps to eliminate the elements of the old forces, and it is also a process of believing in Teacher and the Fa.
