(Clearwisdom.net) I'm a veteran practitioner. Not long after I started the practice, all the illnesses that had bothered me for years disappeared and I became healthy and happy. I felt the Falun turning when doing the exercises. My Celestial Eye opened and I saw the existence of Falun and other dimensions. I felt that Falun Gong is really good. But since I did not understand the Fa, I did not believe in Teacher firmly. My practice stopped for a month at the onset of the persecution.
At the beginning, my legs were stiff and they hurt a lot during the sitting meditation. So, I was doing more of the standing exercises. And I was not diligent in the Fa study. One night I had a dream. I saw several practitioners doing the sitting meditation. One morning, Teacher's voice said, "Cultivating in Falun Dafa to the End." I was touched. I knew Teacher was giving me hints. Teacher is so merciful and did not give up on me, instead, Teacher is always watching and protecting me. I returned to my cultivation.
My husband stopped to practice Falun Gong out of fear and he tried to stop me too. I tried to hide from him when I was distributing materials that spoke of the practice and the persecution. When he found out he said, "If you are caught I will divorce you." I said firmly: "That's ok." He saw I was so firm and so did not bother me anymore.
One day in a dream I saw a big Buddha in the sky. He disappeared and came back. I was suddenly enlightened and I knew every word from Teacher is true. I decided to cultivate in Falun Dafa to the end. Later in my dreams I saw many times Buddha, dragons, phoenix, and golden paths in heaven.
Before practicing Falun Dafa, if I was given more change when shopping, I would not return the money. Now, the few times that sellers have given me 5 or 10 Yuan extra, I always returned it to them. They said, "There are not many people like you in today's time." I told them: "I practice Falun Dafa. Our Teacher told us not to be greedy for profit and be a good person."
During truth clarification, I have met all types of people. Once a young man said to me: "Don't talk anymore. The police station is in front of you. Aren't you afraid I will report you? Leave now." He left before I could say another word. At another time, I was clarifying the truth to two high school students. One of them said: "You practice Falun Gong." I said, "Falun Gong is saving people." They stood up and left. On leaving they said, "Shame on you, old lady. I will get the police to arrest you." I felt great pity for them.
Once I was talking to people about Falun Gong in a public park. One middle-aged man said he never joined any communist party related organization and he agrees with Dafa. I handed him a pamphlet. He said: You are not afraid if I call police? I told him that I was not. He took his cell phone and said "hey". I stopped and told him: "You will have to pay for it if you really do that!" He smiled. I saw him next day at the same place. He nodded to me as soon as he saw me, and gave a thumbs up: "Falun Dafa is good. Falun Dafa is good." I was very happy, "You will have a wonderful future."
Most of my family members and relatives have resigned from the communist party and its associated organizations. There are a few who have not. I think maybe it's not time yet. Teacher will give them more chances. Some people quit when I told them the second time. I will continue to tell them until they are all saved.
Every day I do exercises, send forth righteous thoughts and do the three things. I will continue to study the Fa, keep righteous thoughts and righteous acts, cultivate myself well, save more sentient beings, and fulfill the duty we promised to fulfill during historical times.
May 7, 2009
