(Clearwisdom.net) I have been practicing Falun Dafa for 12 years. Even though the CCP started to slander Dafa and persecute practitioners in 1999, I have been following Master's Fa-rectification and walking my cultivation path without interruption to this day.
I started to distribute materials telling people the facts about Falun Gong on a large scale in May 2000. Another practitioner gave me thousands of copies of truth-clarifying materials. At first my husband didn't allow me to distribute them. My son was only three years old then (he is now a practitioner as well). My husband said, "If you want to go, you will have to take our son with you, and I won't allow you to do that." I got a little impatient and felt uneasy that my task was not completed. My husband came back very late that night and was a little drunk. I was still awake. He asked, "Have you done what you have to do?" I said, "Not yet. I don't know when would be a good time." He replied, "Isn't it a good time now?" It was midnight, and there was not a soul outside. I thought to myself, "Master gave me a hint through him!" I got out of bed straight away and got ready to go out. My husband told me to wear shoes with flat heels so that I could walk fast. That night I distributed the materials to almost every corner of the compound where we lived. I was very excited and felt so happy. I didn't sleep at all and neither did my husband. He said, "I was worried about you and couldn't sleep all night. Don't go out anymore." I thanked him so much in my heart. He helped me to break through this blockage. Since then I haven't let him know what I am doing, in order to save him from worrying about me.
My husband doesn't practice Falun Dafa because he is not able to quit drinking alcohol. But he has supported me and my son in cultivation. All these years I have kept telling him the facts about Falun Dafa and our cultivation stories. Now he finally wants to read our materials.
Late one night three years ago, I got up to go to the toilet. I felt dizzy and nauseous. I had such pain in my abdomen that I felt it would burst. I collapsed, out of breath, and felt as if I was going to die right then. It was agonizing. I shouted to my husband, "Come help me to the bed. My stomach is going to burst." He helped me to bed. I thought it must be the old forces persecuting me. I crossed my legs to send forth righteous thoughts. Within five minutes, I returned to a normal state and all the symptoms disappeared. I didn't feel any pain at all. He thought it was miraculous. He said, "Even if you didn't get better, I would not call for emergency help. First I would tell your family to help send forth righteous thoughts for you (my whole family cultivates)." I said, "I thank you very much. You have done a good job." Of course, sometimes he doesn't do well, because he is not a practitioner after all. As long as I have the Fa in my heart, I am able to pass any test.
One night this summer I accompanied my son to study English. In the English class I thought to myself that I wanted to tell people about Falun Gong to save them, and hoped that those predestined people would sit near me. Shortly afterwards, one mother came to sit beside me and started to talk to me. I thought that Master had arranged this and that I shouldn't miss this opportunity. I told her about withdrawing from the Chinese Communist Party and its two other organizations to keep safe, and told her to remember that Falun Dafa is good and that the principle of Truth-Compassion-Forbearance is good, and she would be blessed if she remembered it. She agreed to quit the CCP right away and said that she would also persuade her family members to withdraw from it. She said, "As long as we'll be blessed and be safe, we'll do it." Another mother came, and I told her the about the three withdrawals, too. She happily agreed. That night I persuaded six people to quit the CCP. When the class was over and we went to the bus stop, the bus had already started to pull away as we arrived. Someone shouted, "Stop!" I looked back and it was the traffic policeman. The bus stopped. Before I realized what was going on, the policeman said to me, "Hurry up and get on the bus." When I got off the bus, my husband was at the bus stop waiting for us. I said to him, "Master is encouraging me today. Because I did well in clarifying the truth, Master had the policeman stop the bus so I wouldn't be late." My husband smiled.
This is the first time that I have written an experience sharing article. I didn't know where to start. I have been cultivating for many years and have so much to share that I could almost write a book. However, because my writing skills are poor, I haven't written anything. Please point out anything inappropriate.
