(Clearwisdom.net) Due to Chinese Communist Party (CCP) threats and pressure, France's Eutelsat satellite company was driven by its economic interests to stop transmitting the New Tang Dynasty (NTDTV) signal into China, thus denying people in China access to true and uncensored news broadcasts.
In other dimensions, there is surely a battle between righteousness and evil. Dafa practitioners are one body, and I wanted to write to Eutelsat and Western politicians, calling their attention to the matter, so that Eutelsat would quickly resume broadcasting the NTDTV signal into China.
I finished writing a letter, but when I was about to mail it, a thought went through my mind that I shouldn't let the police find out that I wrote it. Instantly, I was shocked by this thought, as this was not me. At that moment, these words in Zhuan Falun appeared in my mind:
"I am rooted in the universe. If anyone can harm you, he or she would be able to harm me. Put simply, that person would be able to harm this universe."
I told myself, "What practitioners do is the most sacred in the universe. Teacher and all righteous gods are watching what's happening. I am lucky to be able to participate in Fa-rectification."
Then why did I have this unrighteous thought? I felt that sometimes I didn't believe fully in Teacher and the Fa, and sometimes I didn't feel sacred when doing the three things. I finally enlightened to the part of the Fa well understood by fellow practitioners, that I was influenced by acquired concepts, karma, and atheism--all of which hindered my connection and harmonization to my own true self and Dafa. Yet, I am treating these attachments as myself. These are not my true self.
In fact, I believe in Teacher and the Fa. What I have long waited for is this Fa.
Sometimes I can't suppress my tears when I try to memorize the Fa. My true self awakens while studying the Fa. Teacher opens my deep memory. I need to eliminate acquired concepts and karma, and to assimilate to Dafa.
In the past when I looked at Teacher's portrait, I noticed that Teacher's expression was very serious. I knew that Teacher was worried about me because I was slow to enlighten. Today I saw that Teacher smiled. This is encouraging to me. I will continue genuine cultivation practice with my best efforts, succeed in it, and return home with Teacher.
