(Clearwisdom.net) I was once a patient with a 26-year history of epilepsy. When I had a seizure, I usually fell to the ground twitching, white foam coming out of my mouth, sometimes biting my tongue so hard that it would bleed, both eyes fixed, and my brain blank, without consciousness. The seizures also caused me to wet my bed. My wife assisted me with bathing and changing the bedding. She brought great comfort to me.
I went to many big hospitals and spent more than 100 thousand yuan in medical expenses. In 2004, I underwent brain surgery that my doctor said was the most advanced procedure from the US, and if this surgery could not cure my disease, then there was nothing else that could be done. The surgery took six hours. After my release from the hospital, I took the drugs prescribed by my doctor and had regular examinations. For two months I was seizure-free, and my family and I were extremely happy. However, it did not last.
I suffered a relapse. I became very depressed and for many days, I lay in bed, weeping bitterly and secretly. I did not recognize people, even frequently calling my relatives' children by the wrong name.
In 2005, my wife (a Falun Dafa practitioner) said to me, "Now only Falun Dafa can rescue you!" Because I had absorbed the Communist Party's poisonous teachings since childhood, I did not believe in the existence of a deity. But I occasionally looked at Falun Dafa materials. One day I had a dream: I was lying down on a bed covered with a white cloth. Around were many people. They were very busy, but nobody paid attention to me. I shouted my wife's name, but actually did not utter a sound. My wife came and pointed to my throat, and I could speak. After I woke up, I thought that it was very mysterious! Why did my wife want me to study the Falun Dafa exercises the day before, and I had this dream today? Are there really deities? I started to read Zhuan Falun. I could not understand, no matter how hard I read. I read the book for more than a week, and the only feeling in my heart was an unusual comfort: I was very relaxed and joyful every day. I was very surprised. It turned out that this was a treasured book! I must study Falun Gong.
I am a different person now compared to how I used to be. I am glowing with health and am self-sufficient. Every day I bathe in the generous Buddha's light.
It is Falun Dafa that gave me a second life and let me regain confidence in my life. It is Falun Dafa that pulled me back from near death. I am unable to express my gratitude to Master; I can only study the Fa well, persevere in sending forth righteous thoughts every day, and validate the wonder and majesty of Falun Dafa to people with my personal experiences.
