(Clearwisdom.net) Another year has passed. As the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party are being distributed to more and more people in China, there are many signals showing how weak the evil party is, and that it is moving down the path to destruction. When the evil party is eliminated and its vicious minions enter the gate of no-life with their boundless karma, the Fa will rectify the human world. All our fellow practitioners who've been taking slow and stumbling steps and haven't been doing a good job with the three things need to catch up with the Fa-rectification. Otherwise, you'll lose your chance, which will be your greatest regret and is what makes Teacher worry the most for us.
I haven't been able see things in other dimensions during my cultivation. Like most of the other practitioners, I've stumbled my way to today. Our benevolent Teacher never gave up on me, though I'd been taking slow steps forward. I'd like to share some dreams that I had a few years ago, because I believe those dreams were Teacher's hints to me.
When I joined the Fa-rectification, I wasn't diligent because I had too many attachments and everyday people's notions. I didn't practice the Dafa exercises or study the Fa much. I didn't do very well with sending forth righteous thoughts either. One day I had a dream that I needed to take an exam, but I was quite late. Teacher looked very serious and wouldn't let me take the test since the Fa has its standards. Crying bitterly, I knelt down and kowtowed to Teacher, asking him to give me another chance. Eventually, Teacher gave me a very serious lecture and let me in. It was so real in the dream. When I woke up I realized it meant that Dafa disciples are taking an exam while doing the three things, but I was taking slow steps and not being diligent. Still Teacher didn't give up on me.
I had a few other dreams where I was taking exams. In those dreams, I knew how to answer the questions, but I couldn't finish the exam because there were too many questions and time ran out. I was so worried in my dream that there are no words to describe my anxiety. Now I realize that I didn't do well with the three things and hadn't built enough mighty virtue when I had the opportunity. To all my fellow practitioners who have similar issues, we need to carefully think about what the standard is for a "Fa-rectification period Dafa disciples," and how we can reach that standard. Currently, the evil party is almost completely eliminated. We need to grab this last opportunity to make the best use of time to save sentient beings and clarify the truth. We've been waiting for this day for millions of years and we cannot let our benevolent Teacher down.
Now I know that the reason I wasn't diligent enough was because I didn't study the Fa well, while many other practitioners were able to memorize Zhuan Falun. They are therefore able to remember what Teacher said while removing everyday people's notions and eliminating the evil and doing what they should do according to the Fa. The evil is actually nothing before true Dafa practitioners. When Dafa disciples send forth righteous thoughts and clarify the truth with pure righteous thoughts, the evil will be eliminated immediately. Therefore, all of us who haven't done well in the past need to study the Fa more.
The above is my personal understanding. Please correct me if I said anything inappropriate.
