(Clearwisdom.net)
In Zhuan Falun Master said,
"Whether it is a Buddha, a Tao, an immortal, or a demon, they should not move your heart. In conducting oneself this way, success is bound to be in sight."
However, when the Sujiatun Concentration Camp was exposed, my heart was moved. I was shocked. I was always tearful. Even when I sent forth righteous thoughts, I could not calm down. The human sentimentality came back, and I forgot to look inside. Instead, I hated the Chinese Communist Party (CCP)!
With the attachment of not caring about anything when I was handing out truth clarifying VCDs, I was interfered with by the evil and handed a CD to a taxi driver who was a spy. He asked me my cell phone number, saying that he would call me to quit CCP after he watched the VCD. After that, there were spies monitoring and following me at my apartment building. Furthermore, the material production site was within an inch of the incident. (When the police entered the living room, they fortunately didn't enter the inner room where truth materials were produced.) At that time, my bike was stolen from under our apartment building. Because there was a gate securing the area, I had supposed that the bike could not be stolen. While I was being questioned, I suddenly understood that it was Master giving me a hint: although we have Master's Fashen to protect us, if I have a big loophole, the evil will persecute me. Cultivation practice is the most serious thing in the world! I calmed my heart to communicate with other practitioners, and I sent forth righteous thoughts at the same time. My purpose in coming here is to save sentient beings, not for the evil to commit murder. I can rectify my loophole in time by studying the Fa, and I definitely won't follow the road arranged by the old forces.
Should we be moved and interfered with just because the evil CCP is losing their control to do their worst deeds? Isn't this a loophole? Isn't it rationalized by the evil old forces to persecute us? If we had given up these mentalities earlier, there would have been no Sujiatun.
However, the atrocities have happened, and I have to calm down to look at how I was moved. I have to steadily do the three things that Master arranged for us. I definitely won't be interfered with to deviate from the three things no matter how the evil presents itself.
Finally, I'd like to recall an excerpt from "Teaching the Fa in the City of Los Angeles:"
"Also, if I were to personally do things for you, the evil would seize upon that fact, and the new cosmos would even be contaminated. Fa-rectification is utterly solemn. When you first took up cultivation Master at that time did for you everything that should have been done. Now it's up to you to battle through tests with righteous thoughts. Master can help you when your righteous thoughts are sufficient. But when your righteous thoughts are lacking and you can't meet the standard, if Master were to do something, things as major as I just described would be involved. Thus, once the cultivation path of a Dafa disciple has been arranged, basically nobody can just rashly change it, and no one--good or bad--can do anything to you. Even when someone wants to give you something special and good, he isn't able to add it in. And if someone wants to give you something special that was not part of what you originally had in your cultivation, or if someone wants to go overboard persecuting you, they won't be able to. Exceptions only come about when you, yourself, do poorly."
