Improving My Xinxing
(Minghui.org) I am 67 years old. Early in 1999 when I first read Zhuan Falun, I had a dream about a man dressed in clothing from the past. His ears were very big and long and he looked very serious. He stood in front of me, not saying a word. He used his mind-intent to tell me to go with him. I didn’t say anything, either. In my mind, I tried to drive him away, but he refused to leave. I told him that I was a Falun Dafa practitioner, and I would not go with him. But he was still there. I then began to think about Master Li Hongzhi’s picture in Zhuan Falun. When the picture became very clear, the man disappeared.
Master gave me a hint to go to a practice site to do the exercises on April 4, 1999. The next day at 5:30 a.m., I found one. When I was doing the second exercise, I saw “flowers” filling the entire practice site, but they were different from the flowers in our dimension. This lasted a couple of minutes. When I opened my eyes to see everything more clearly, everything disappeared. I felt very warm, as if I were out in the sun, even though the sun was not up yet and it was still chilly.
After I finished doing the exercises, my sister asked me how I felt. I told her what I had seen with my third eye. She envied me and said, “Really? What you saw is from another dimension. Master is encouraging you to go to the practice site to do the exercises.”
From then on, I went to that particular practice site to do the exercises. I felt very light. I could climb the stairs all the way up to the 15th floor and back down again without getting tired. I recovered from my heart disease, rheumatism, and stomach issues.
One day when I was doing the standing exercises in the courtyard, I saw with my third eye Master’s law body dressed in an orange robe, sitting in the lotus position to my right in the sky. The entire sky was a transparent red. It was just like Master said in Zhuan Falun:
“Our exercise sites are better than any other qigong exercise sites. As long as you go to our exercise sites for practice, it is much better than your treating your own illness. My fashen sit in a circle, and above the exercise site is a shield on which there is a big Falun. A large fashen guards the site above the shield. This site is not an ordinary site, and neither is it a site for an ordinary qigong practice—it is a site for cultivation practice. Many of our people with supernormal abilities have seen that this Falun Dafa site is shielded by a red light so it is red all around.” (Lecture Three, Zhuan Falun)
Immersed in the Fa
After I began to practice Falun Dafa, I lost interest in reading any other book, nor did I have a desire to watch television. Whenever I had time, I always wanted to study the Fa and recite Hong Yin. As soon as I heard that the DVD of Master’s Fa lectures was available, I borrowed it from another practitioner and watched them. At that time, I truly had the feeling of immersing myself in the Fa.
When I was studying the Fa, I couldn’t completely let go of a conflict between a colleague and myself. At that time, I was reading the section “Improving Xinxing” in Zhuan Falun. As I read “… as he needs to further improve his xinxing.” (Lecture Four, Zhuan Falun), the characters for xinxing turned into large, three-dimensional characters in very thick, dark strokes. They were so large that they occupied my entire field of vision. I suddenly realized: “Master is hinting in such a compassionate way that I need to improve my xinxing. What can’t I still let go of?” Soon after, I forgot about it.
I used to work for a state-run enterprise. When it was split into a government agency and a state-run enterprise, some of us in management were to be converted into civil servants, which meant a better deal. But there were only a few such positions, so the competition for them was intense. I was well-qualified. Another manager feared that he’d lose his spot to me since his qualifications weren't comparable. The persecution of Falun Dafa had already begun, so he reported me in a letter to his supervisor.
I didn’t resent him. Instead, I thought I should clarify the truth to him since he already knew that I was a practitioner. I gave him some information and showed him a few of Master’s new articles. My kindness moved him. On many occasions, he commented that I was very nice. When I suggested that he quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP), he agreed. Later, after I gave him the application to circumvent the Internet blockade, he often browsed the Dongtaiwang website and watched Shen Yun shows. Then he helped his family and friends quit the CCP and its youth organizations. He said he wanted to learn the exercises in early 2014. At that time, he had already started reading Zhuan Falun.
I hold myself to the standards of Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance. I was conscientious at work. At home, I got along well with my relatives, including my mother-in-law and sisters-in-law, as well as my neighbors.
People who knew me often told me, “You have such great relationships with people; you are so wonderful!” I would smile and say, “I practice Falun Dafa. Master Li, the founder, taught me to be a good person.”
“It’s Not Common to See Someone as Good as You These Days!”
My home was five miles from work. When I was riding my electric bicycle home at the end of August 20013, it was already dark. I was in a hurry and was going fast when the basket on the front of my bicycle flew off, and I was thrown to the ground. At the same time, I heard the fearful cries of a baby and saw that my bicycle had bumped into the rear of a tricycle.
A man jumped off and picked up the petrified child from the tricycle. As I got up I kept apologizing, while inside I was saying, “Falun Dafa is wonderful!” I thought they should be fine. Then the child stopped crying.
The man said that his leg was hurt. I picked up my bicycle and said, “I’ll take you to the hospital.” He said, “Let me take my child home first, then we’ll go.” I said, “I’ll wait for you right here.”
He lived right nearby. Seeing that he didn’t come back after a while, I went to his home to get him. When he asked me if he could get a ride from me, I didn’t feel comfortable taking him because I was a new driver. He decided to drive my bicycle, and I rode on the passenger’s seat. On our way, I asked him if the child was okay. He said, “You are so honest. I thought that when I took my child home, you’d run away. You even came to my home to look for me.”
I said, “I practice Falun Dafa. Master Li requires us to follow Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance and to be a good person at all times. Today I bumped into you. If I didn’t take you to the hospital, wouldn’t I feel guilty?”
He asked me a few questions about Falun Dafa, which I answered. I said, “I can see that you are also a good person. Nowadays people quit the CCP to ensure their safety. Can I help you do that?”
He said, “Sure. I joined the Youth League in the army.” Then he gave me his real name to quit that organization.
When we got to the hospital, the test that the doctor suggested cost about 500 yuan. The man didn’t want it because of the cost, but I insisted. When I realized I didn’t have that much cash with me, I called my husband to bring it. The results showed that he was fine, so both of us were reassured. Since he hadn’t had dinner yet, my husband treated him to dinner and then gave him a ride home. On the way, the man kept saying to my husband, “She is so wonderful!”
The next day we went to see his child and brought them some gifts. He and his wife were very touched. They kept saying, “You are so great. It’s not common to see a good person like you these days!”
“People Who Have a Belief Are Great!”
I went to the farmers’ market to buy eggs in the summer of 2019. Coming out of the market, I bought a couple of watermelons. Then I called a cab. When it came, I put the eggs on the curb, then put the watermelons in the cab. When I turned around to get the eggs, a lady on a bicycle ran over the eggs and crushed them all. I did not ask for compensation, because I shouldn’t have left them on the curb.
The vendor said, “The same thing happened yesterday. A guy happened to crush only two eggs belonging to an elderly woman. He compensated her, but the woman was still very upset. They got into a heated argument!”
Both the cab driver and vendor told the lady who crushed my eggs that she’d run into a great person today. I said, “I practice Falun Dafa. Master Li teaches us to be good people.” Then I heard them saying, “People who have a belief are great!”
The Entire Family Is Honest
After I began to practice Falun Dafa, although my husband, daughter, and son hadn’t, they acknowledged, “Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is wonderful!”
We operated a pharmacy. As a truck was driving by one day, a dozen bags fell off and landed in front of our pharmacy. Passersby ran over and started to pick them up. My husband told them not to.
When the driver and owner realized the bags were missing, they turned around and came back. They were very worried about what they’d lost and offered to buy everything back at 50 yuan a bag. They asked my husband to help them locate every one. My husband tracked down and brought back a dozen bags. The owner offered my husband something to show his appreciation, but my husband wouldn’t take it.
My daughter went to the bank to withdraw 2,000 yuan, but the clerk mistakenly recorded it as a deposit. When my daughter realized that she had an extra 4,000 yuan in her bank account, she reported the error to the bank and asked them to look into it. Her honesty moved one of the employees to tears.
My son is also very honest. Despite being pressured, he refused to give false evidence against one of his colleagues who was being framed. Another time, he was in charge of procuring goods worth 10 billion yuan through a bidding process. He didn’t take any bribes.
The udumbara flower that only blossoms every 3,000 years has blossomed for seven years at my home. Once in a dream, I saw the heavenly gate open.