Eliminating the Illusion of Cancer
(Minghui.org) I was recently diagnosed with cervical cancer. Although I have been practicing Falun Dafa since 1999, this tribulation was brought on by my attachment to fear, ordinary notions, and having unrighteous thoughts. This incident created a lot of interference in my cultivation and caused my family to experience unnecessary hardship. Because I was not steadfast, the old forces took advantage of my loophole.
Diagnosed with Cancer
One day, Ling and I heard someone talking about the negative consequences of leaving a contraceptive ring in a woman’s body after she had reached a certain age. (It is common in China for married women to use contraceptive rings due to the Communist Party’s implementation of the one child policy.) Both of us were concerned and decided to get our rings removed.
Ling and I decided to go to a hospital for a check up in October 2018. She was diagnosed with uterine fibroids and immediately realized that the diagnosis was due to her unrighteous thoughts. She wasn’t moved by the diagnosis and went home.
On the other hand, I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. Although I knew it was an illusion, I was still puzzled. The doctor told me I needed to get more tests done in the following week. At home, I realized the diagnosis was a test and decided I wouldn’t go to the hospital any more.
The doctor called me repeatedly, however, to urge me to get more tests done, and that I should go to the provincial hospital to receive treatments.
At that time, I felt pain in my lower abdomen. I was a little concerned and told my daughter about it. She then wanted to take me to the hospital. I told her it wasn’t necessary and that I would be fine.
My righteous thoughts were still not strong as I didn’t take the opportunity to examine my state of mind. I would only send forth righteous thoughts periodically and had a lot of everyday notions mixed in. As a result, the test became bigger.
My son soon returned from another city and pleaded for me to allow him to take me to one of the big hospitals. I wasn’t firm in my cultivation and agreed to get another checkup.
While waiting to see a cancer expert, one of the doctors pointed at me several times and shouted, “Get out!” I felt Master Li (the founder of Falun Dafa) was using the doctor’s mouth to give me a hint. We were later informed by the expert that the operation would cost 50,000 yuan. Disappointed, I went home.
At home, my family gave me health supplements, and I agreed to take them every day.
Practitioners then began sharing their understandings with me from the Fa. And after looking within, I realized that I didn’t completely believe in Master and Dafa. I decided to let go of my fear and asked Master to arrange the outcome for me.
I then began sweating profusely, and my cervix felt like it was burning. The pain in my lower abdomen was suddenly gone. I knew it was Master who had suffered for me.
Thank you, Master, for your benevolent salvation!