(Minghui.org) I was released from the forced labor camp in 2003, but my work unit put me under 24-hour surveillance and my computer was also monitored. Out of fear, and concerns for my safety, I dared not get on the Minghui website even though I longed to do so. It was not until five years later that I finally learned how to access Minghui.
Our local volunteer coordinator offered me the opportunity to produce materials about Falun Gong and the persecution for our local area. With Master’s help, and fellow practitioners’ support, I work on compiling persecution cases in our local area and submit yearly and monthly reports to the Minghui website.
Exposing the CCP’s Persecution
Our local volunteer coordinator asked if I could help make materials because there had not been new materials in our area for several weeks.
I reminded myself that to do a good job, I must study Master’s teachings well to eliminate various attachments, especially the attachment of fear.
I had never made Falun Gong materials before, and had been awed by the quality and beauty of the materials that fellow practitioners made. After taking over the job, I found that it was no easy task.
I understood that I should help restore publishing weekly pamphlets for our local area. I set a goal for myself to publish a flyer each week, and a pamphlet each month. Fellow practitioners risked their safety to help me collect firsthand persecution cases in our area to include in the flyers and pamphlets. We relied on the Minghui website as our communication platform.
As more cases were revealed, I began to compile them into annual reports. In addition, with the help of a family member who is also a practitioner, I collected all the local persecution cases in the past thirteen years from the Minghui website and compiled them in a report.
Opportunities for Cultivation
While sending righteous thoughts one day in 2013, I saw a demon’s face which viciously howled at me, “It is her!” I was very calm, knowing I was doing the most righteous task and those who intended to interfere were committing a crime.
Nonetheless, I searched inside to see if I had a problem which gave the evil forces an opportunity to interfere with me. Sure enough, that incident led to the realization of my attachment to my child – I was worried that he was not focused while reading Master’s teachings, and did not work on Falun Gong projects wholeheartedly. I sent forth righteous thoughts to eliminate my attachments. I henceforth made sure that I read Master’s teachings before working on any Falun Gong projects.
The fellow practitioners who work on the Minghui website have been very helpful. They are very detailed-oriented and often point out my errors. Sometimes they add additional information to make my reports more comprehensive. When I finished a report on the death of a practitioner due to torture by the police, I felt very sad, and had an urge to add a poem at the end of the report. When the report was published on Minghui, I noticed that fellow practitioners included a poem right where I had wanted to. I was deeply touched by how well we collaborated as a team, and was very grateful for their support.
Overcoming Obstacles to Submit Reports to Minghui
There are several “sensitive dates” for the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) government every year, and on these days, it is extremely difficult to get on the Minghui website. Every time this happened, I looked inside to find and eliminate my attachments, and then things would go smoothly. Meanwhile, I sent forth righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil forces and all other factors that blocked people from accessing Minghui.
I can sense that Master is by my side helping me overcome difficulties. When several of my attempts to submit a report failed, it was already around 2 a.m. Feeling hopeless, I went to sleep. But after sending forth righteous thoughts a few hours later, I saw that my laptop computer was right in front of me and two pink lotus flowers were dancing in the upper right corner on the computer screen. I felt that Master used the beautiful scene to encourage me to give it another try, so I did. Everything went through smoothly this time.
The CCP has vowed to block the Minghui website, nonetheless, I have been able to successfully submit all of my articles.
Carrying on the Legacy
The practitioner who had been providing us with materials could no longer shoulder the task in 2013, so I knew that it was my turn to take over. Fears that the neighbors would hear the printers and that a member of the “610 Office” lived in my apartment unit immediately arose and kept me from starting the project. While I hesitated, a fellow practitioner brought me an old printer.
Still struggling with fear, I jumped at the idea when a fellow practitioner recommended that we move our printing equipment to her vacant apartment. However, that evening I had a dream in which a person handed me a key to a car, and then I drove it right off a cliff after letting all the passengers out of the car. I felt that Master used the dream to tell me that I should do the work in my apartment.
New challenges occurred a week after I began providing materials to fellow practitioners – the printer was out of ink, but I did not know how to change the ink cartridge. I ruined all the paper and wasted the ink after installing the ink cartridge incorrectly. I felt terrible to be letting others down like this.
After searching inside myself, I found the primary cause of the problem. I believed I was doing a better job than other practitioners, which was why I did not ask fellow practitioners to help me change the ink. I felt ashamed and sincerely apologized to Master.
When I turned on the printer the next morning, it worked normally. After all the materials were printed, however, we found out that the ink cartridge was actually empty. How was this possible? We believe that Master created another miracle for us when our thoughts became pure and righteous.
The printer stopped working again after printing all the materials for that day. Our technical support happened to stop by to see if we needed any help, so she fixed the printer for us. We were all so grateful for Master’s arrangement and support.
