(Minghui.org) I had a dream on the night of May 13, 2014, in which my mother and I were at home sharing experiences with a fellow practitioner. It was getting dark, I happened to look out the window and was surprised by what I saw. There were many colorful bow-knots in the sky. I called my mother and the fellow practitioner to look at the wonders in the sky. I also grabbed my cell phone and ran outside to take pictures.
As I was taking pictures, I suddenly saw Master in the eastern sky. Master was in blue, sitting in the lotus position in a rotating Falun and making hand signs. The Falun was quickly rotating, water was rotating along with the Falun, surrounded by a glowing gold color. Astonished, I watched with excitement and awe. Even though I did not understand what message the hand signs carried, subconsciously I knew that the Fa-rectification of the human world would soon begin, and this period of Fa-rectification cultivation would come to an end. I told Master in my heart, “Master, there are still many people I have not saved, I have not published the names of those who have already quit the CCP and its affiliated organizations, and I have not cultivated myself well.”
At this point, my heart was filled with anxiety and pain caused by remorse. I regretted that I didn't practice diligently and save people wholeheartedly, and now everything was coming to an end. In my mind, things that I didn't do well and the time that I wasted were all played back like a movie, and I was extremely sad and distressed.
Master said,
“Whoever misses out on this historic opportunity, whoever misses out on this chance, when you realize what you've missed out on you won't even want to live even if you are allowed to!” (“Teaching and Explaining the Fa at the Metropolitan New York Fa Conference”)
I have indeed had those feelings.
Soon, the locks all over my body were removed. I felt light and wanted to fly, but I suddenly felt a weight on my body and I wanted to fall asleep. I said, “Mom, is it really all over? But I have so many missions that I haven't fulfilled yet, what should I do? What should I do?” As I begged Master not to end everything, I dozed off.
When I woke up again, I saw Master in the southern sky. Master was looking at me, making hand signs. Characters started to appear in the sky, telling me what Master was saying, and they roughly meant, “'The Fa-rectification of the human world is on the verge of arriving.' (“The Blessings From Dafa” in The Essentials of Diligent Progress VOL.III), but a large number of sentient beings have not been saved, and many Dafa disciples have not kept up. Master is anxious.”
Gazing at Master's expression, I could feel that Master was distressed and anxious. Towards the end, Master's hand signs were done very quickly, telling me that it was very important to practice the sitting meditation and that I should extend my meditation time. Master also told me many other things that I could not remember when I woke up.
This dream was so real that I could not calm down for a long time after I woke up. Fortunately it was a dream and everything is not over, and fortunately I still have time to make up for everything that I didn't do well, and have time to save more people and fulfill my historic vows.
I started practicing Dafa when I was 13, 18 years ago. I have gone from being a young practitioner to an adult practitioner. Looking back over my journey of cultivation, I have fallen short the most at practicing. I was too lazy to do the exercises, and Master has repeatedly given me hints in dreams. I had a dream two days prior to this, in which my mother and I shed a layer of human skin which was black, and our pure-white bodies were revealed, and my body suddenly felt lighter. That dream was telling me the layer of human skin was made of acquired notions, human thoughts and attachments. My fellow practitioners, it is time for us to completely remove our human shell.
Both dreams have indeed made me feel time is passing us by, and it could end at any moment. Of course I'm not promoting the attachment to time, I'm only saying time is of the essence for myself and all Dafa disciples.
We should really soberly and thoroughly examine ourselves, “After so many years of cultivation, have you fulfilled your historic vows? How much of your mission have you accomplished? Are you worthy of your own courage to come to the human world and the suffering that you have endured lifetime after lifetime to get this opportunity? Thousands and millions of years' waiting, if the curtain were to fall today, what entanglements do you still have that hinder you from advancing diligently? What can you not let go of?”
I'm telling myself, do not leave any lifelong regrets when the Fa-rectification of the human world begins and my cultivation in this period comes to a close. That pain and remorse are permanent, not to mention the fact that those who did not fulfill their vows will face both their body and soul being destroyed.
My fellow practitioners, Master does not want to leave out anyone. We must live up to it and cultivate well at the last moment, strive to save more people and follow Master home!
Category: Improving Oneself
