Pay Attention to Every Thought in Cultivation
(Minghui.org) My husband and I are Falun Gong practitioners. We were arrested in December of 2010, and my husband was then tortured to death by the Chinese Communist Party (CCP). After my husband passed away, they continued persecuting me, though what they said were that the criminal charges against me were changed four times.
When I was detained in a detention center, I refused to wear a prison uniform. A guard ordered several inmates to pin me to the ground and they put a prison uniform on me. As soon as I stood up, I took off the uniform. After several attempts, they handcuffed me to an iron gate.
Not Acknowledging the Evil Forces
I began sending forth righteous thoughts and clarified the truth about Falun Gong to them: “I cultivate Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance, and I am not a criminal as I did not committee any crime. Please do not believe the lies against Falun Gong and ruin yourselves.” Shortly after, the guards and warden all left.
A female guard came half and hour later, opened my handcuffs and asked me to go to her office as she wanted to talk with me. I went to her office, and she put out a bench for me to sit on. Before I could say anything, she stated: “You Falun Gong people talk about Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance. How can you sit on the bench I prepared for you without saying thank you. How rude! Why don't you be polite when you come in and out of the office?”
I looked her straight in the eye and said: “Listen, I did not commit any crime by practicing Falun Gong, I am not a criminal! I will not cooperate with you and your illegal demands! I will not work here to make a profit for the CCP's persecution, so do not expect me to comply! I will not follow your rules and regulations, because I did not commit any crime. I will not thank you for anything you do, and I will not cooperate with any illegal demands.”
The female guard was dumfounded with my righteous answer, and it took her a while to recover and say: “Alright then, you can be an exception to the rule because you are a Falun Gong practitioner, but do not tell others.”
I said: “Why worry about me telling the others, as they are all very much aware!” I began telling her the truth about Dafa and asked whether she was a Party member. She said: "How dare you try to get me to withdrawal from the CCP in a detention center!” I told her that it was predestined that we met, and that I wanted to help her. She looked around and said: “Can't you see where we are? Maybe we can be friends in the future outside of here, but please don't mention that again here.” I realized that she was afraid. She was no longer vicious from that point on, the evil factors behind her had been eliminated by righteous thoughts.
A few days later, a couple of officers from outside came to visit me and told me that I had committed the crime of harboring a criminal. I asked them what they meant? They said that I did not report my husband who practiced Falun Gong, and that it was a crime of harboring. I thought they went too far, so I used righteous thoughts to eliminate such evil.
Breaking the Contract with the Old Forces
Master reinforced me immediately, and let me see a scene where I came to the human dimension through layers upon layers of dimensions. I was signing a contract with the old universe's gods. I did not think much, just one thought: I had to break the contract!
I calmed down, and they asked me to sign my arrest warrant. I told them: “Bring it on!” They said if you do not want to sign, you do not need to read it. I thought how could I break the contract without seeing it? I calmly replied: “Bring it to me.”
They were surprised and said: “Falun Gong practitioners never sign anything, this one must be different.”
I took the arrest warrant, and said, “Oh, this is the arrest warrant that you are talking about?” I tore it into pieces.
They were in shock with their mouths wide open, and it took them a while to recover and say: “Hurry, take her back, hurry! No one ever dares to tear up an arrest warrant!”
I replied with stern words: “I am not a criminal, I did not commit any crime, and I will not let you commit a crime through this!”
They left in a hurry, and I saw my contract in the other dimension was also torn up!
A female guard came to ask me about the arrest warrant incident the next day. I told her that I did not want them to commit a crime. She replied: “If you think that without an arrest warrant, they will not sentence you, you are making a mistake.” I said: “They cannot sentence me, as whatever they say counts for nothing. The worst that could happen is I go through the legal process and go home after a year or so!”
I was carried away at that moment, and what I carelessly mentioned became a reality. I did spend a year in a labor camp.
I want to share my experience with fellow practitioners, to pay close attention to our thoughts and deeds. The old forces are watching us and are fully alert, so do not let it take advantage of our gaps.