“If I Knew Your Illnesses Would Disappear, I Would Have Asked You to Practice Falun Gong!”
(Clearwisdom.net) I have suffered from many serious illnesses. Although most of my medical expenses were covered by insurance, I still had to pay about 200,000 yuan (US$31,419). Yet in the end, my health did not improve until I started practicing Falun Gong.
I Was In Pain for Over Half of My Life
I used to feel gloomy when I was a young girl. After I married, I became very depressed and had constant headaches. I also had trouble interacting with other people. In 2002, I went to a Beijing hospital to have a brain tumor removed, however I was still very troubled by a host of other illnesses. Not only did I experience throbbing headaches, but my whole body ached. I then battled chronic insomnia. I was in so much pain that one minute seemed like an eternity to me. At times I wanted to slam my body against a wall and die. I really wanted to end my life.
A Ray of Hope
In hopes of curing my illnesses, I researched all the different traditional Chinese and Western medicines, and spent large sums of money on different treatments. I would sometimes go in for acupuncture and moxibustion sessions, since they were the only therapies that reduced my pain. Although my head, chest, and legs were full of needles, I was still plagued by many illnesses. I heard that spirit possession could cure illnesses so I even tried that, but to no avail. I also heard that reciting some Christian prayers would help, but my illnesses worsened.
My sister recommended that I practice Falun Gong. I knew that Falun Gong was a great practice and that it teaches people to be good, but I was afraid of the Chinese Communist Party's persecution of the practice. I witnessed my family members being imprisoned, knowing full well that they were innocent. They were sentenced without court hearings and were later tortured.
My sister tried to persuade me again, after seeing my illnesses getting worse. I said, “I have spent all of my money and yet failed to be cured, so for sure I will study Falun Dafa.” I was admitted to Harbin Hospital for a while, but I still felt ill in the end. I felt absolutely hopeless. In 2010, I started to practice Falun Gong and study Zhuan Falun. I then experienced the miracle of Dafa. My insomnia soon disappeared and all of my illnesses vanished. I experienced tremendous changes in my body and mind.
Falun Dafa Brings Me Great Happiness
After experiencing Dafa's magnificence, I understood why practitioners refuse to give up their beliefs in the face of brutal persecution. Not only did my depression disappear, but I was also able to be tolerant when my husband was upset with me. One day I had a dream. I dreamt that during the night my head was opened and something dark flew way. My sister said, “Don't worry. Teacher purified your body.” My husband saw first-hand that all of my illnesses had disappeared. He said, “If I knew your illnesses would disappear, I would have asked you to practice Falun Gong!” In other words, our family would have saved two hundred thousand yuan.
Some people who knew me well were very surprised to see the changes in me. They said I used be listless and distant around people, but I was now energetic and open. All of my relatives witnessed Dafa's miracle. They all withdrew from the Chinese Communist Party and its affiliated organizations and started practicing Falun Dafa.
I hope that more people will experience the greatness of Dafa, withdraw from the Chinese Communist Party and its affiliated organizations, and have bright futures.