(Clearwisdom.net) When I began urging people to quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP), it seemed as if I were asking for help and flattering others. After others reluctantly agreed to quit, I quickly left, fearing that they may
change their minds. I realized that this kind of attitude and mindset was not correct.
After further Fa study and reading fellow practitioners' articles, I uncovered my shortcomings and realized that I still had elements of the CCP's evil specter and the twisted elements of CCP culture remaining in my own field. I cleaned up my own field by studying the Fa and sending forth righteous thoughts. I also carefully read the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party and "Dissolving Party Culture" once more. During the process of clarifying the truth about Dafa and urging people to quit the CCP, I am also increasingly cultivating and reforming myself.
When I had opportunities in the past to urge people to quit the CCP, I was not prepared in my heart, but I was unwilling to give up that opportunity and I reluctantly urged them to quit. The effect was certainly not good. The others just dealt with me as perfunctorily as I did or simply responded that they believed nothing and did not want to listen to me. At that time, I always had resentment in my heart and thought that people were hard to save. Later, through Fa study I realized that I should look inward in this situation. It turned out that other people's words and deeds are like a mirror that reflect my state and reveal my own shortcomings.
Later, when I ran into the situation where others were unwilling to listen to my clarifying the truth about Dafa, I felt so sad. I did not have this feeling before. Asking us to save sentient beings is Teacher's grand grace to sentient beings and also to Dafa disciples. Teacher bestowed us with a title that most Divine beings envy and cannot obtain. Let's establish our mighty virtue in the process of saving sentient beings.
On January 28, 2008
