(Clearwisdom.net) At work on Monday I experienced abdominal pain and diarrhea. Even though I kept reciting the Fa-rectification verses, after breaking out into a sweat from the pain I felt so weak that I thought I would collapse. I had to take sick leave and go home.
It was fortunate that my workplace was very close to my home. After I got home, I went to the bathroom first and then supported myself on the bed to lie down. I closed my eyes and kept on reciting the Fa-rectification verses. I knew clearly that I was experiencing interference and persecution by the evil, and that I needed to resist it with righteous thoughts. But I felt that I could not do what I wanted to do. Even though I kept on sending forth righteous thoughts and even looked inside myself for problems, I did not feel any relief. When I was about to doze off reciting the Fa-rectification verses, I enlightened to something suddenly. For the past four to five days, my physical state had not been good. The fundamental reason is that I did not pay enough attention to sending forth righteous thoughts.
Since last Wednesday, every time it was close to midnight [the local time in China for sending righteous thoughts globally] I would be sleepy. I thought that I did not have enough energy to send forth powerful righteous thoughts and I'd better go to sleep so that I could send forth righteous thoughts at 6:00 am in the morning. But I was still thinking about sending forth righteous thoughts, so I would recite the Fa-rectification verses while I was dozing off. But in the morning when I woke up, it was already past 6:00 am. Because of my laziness, I would then recite the Fa-rectification verses while lying in bed. In the beginning, I was clear that I was sending forth righteous thoughts, but soon I would doze off. I would regret this when I woke up, but I did not change my state with righteous thoughts.
On Saturday night, I suddenly suffered from attacks of vomiting and diarrhea, my whole body felt cold and even my bones ached. My whole body hurt, feeling limp and weak. It felt like karma elimination. Coincidentally, I had a lot of work on my job for the last two days and I did not send forth righteous thoughts on Sunday. All that had resulted in my sudden condition by Monday morning.
When I recognized that I must correct my mind and send forth righteous thoughts, my mind cleared up right away and the sickness attacks that I had just suffered lifted as if they had never happened. I sat on the bed upright with my hand held vertically in front of my chest. I sent forth righteous thoughts. At that moment, my whole body was surrounded by a powerful energy field.
I realized that the dark minions will use any chance they can to ensnare us. Relaxing ourselves is tolerating the evil. All that we are doing today is holy and mighty, and we must do it seriously. The Fa-rectification verses that Master has bestowed upon us have enormous holy power and are incomparably sacred. But I had dealt with it without respect, and that was taken advantage of by the dark minions in escalating their persecution. I have put what I have experienced in words in the hope that fellow practitioners who are still dealing with sending forth righteous thoughts without seriousness should pay attention, strictly restrain themselves, walk each step solidly along the path of the Fa rectification, and be worthy of Master's salvation.
