"My Black Hair Grew Back Again!"
Ten years ago, I was diagnosed with mid late-term cancer and was therefore, given a "death sentence" by the hospital. Fortunately, after I started cultivating Falun Dafa in 1995, I was unexpectedly rescued from this desperate situation. It is Teacher, Li Hongzhi and Falun Dafa that gave me a second life, and it is Teacher Li Hongzhi's mighty virtue that changed me completely.
Before I cultivated Dafa, I suffered from many illnesses such as duodenal ulcer, serious gastroptosis, neurasthenia, heart disease, hemicrania, chronic laryngitis, and pulmonary tuberculosis, etc. I frequently fought with these diseases, and I had to rely on medicines to survive. I didn't enjoy life at all, and often sighed with feelings of bitterness about life. In November 1989, I suddenly experienced abdominal pain, diarrhea, bleeding in my stool, accompanied by vomiting, dizziness, and serious anemia. My hemochrome dropped to 4.5g. The doctors diagnosed my illness as cancer, and I had surgery immediately; however, the post-surgery examination still showed that the cancer was remained in my colon. The level of the malignancy was very high, and my condition was described as "metastasis of carcinoma." I was so shocked; I didn't dare accept the reality. I felt I had just struggled to live for decades until all of my children grew up. I thought I should be able to relax and enjoy the rest of my life, but it seemed that death came to me in no time. I already had many diseases, and I was very weak. To have this incurable disease made me feel hopeless. I thought I would definitely die this time.
I was tough, but still I couldn't bear this heavy blow. My vigor was being weakened and I cried every day. Because my condition was very serious, I received infusions 24 hours a day. For one month, I didn't even have a chance to get out of bed. After the surgery, during 1990-1993, I received six chemotherapy treatments, and as a result lost all of my hair. I couldn't eat, neither could I sleep well. My whole body had dropsy and was painful. I could hardly walk, had a rapid heartbeat, and I was extremely exhausted. I didn't step out of my room in more than half a year, and thought I would rather die than live. I totally lost confidence in life, and attempted to commit suicide several times but was stopped by my husband. He begged me, tearfully not to do such a foolish thing, and patiently taught me to withstand it. So, I lived in agony just for the sake of my family.
At the time when I felt most desperate in my life, I was fortunate to come across Falun Dafa. When I finished reading Teacher Li Hongzhi's book, the revised version of "China Falun Gong", my heart was shocked. I was so touched that I could attain such a good Fa while on the edge of death, that it brought me to tears. I then immediately went to buy the book Zhuan Falun and read it several times. I suddenly understood the true reason for being a human being and many other questions that I could never figure out. I realized from the bottom of my heart that my tragedy had come to an end, and a bright future was in front of me. Teacher Li Hongzhi came to save me-- a miserable person, and take me out of misery.
I used to complain about my fate, and thought that people should live for their own personal gain. I competed for fame and personal gain for decades. Studying the Fa [law and universal principle] made me understand the purpose of being a human. I also understand a truth that as a genuine Falun Dafa practitioner, I must put cultivation of xinxing [mind/heart nature] as top priority and measure my behavior according to the standard of Truthfulness-Benevolence-Forbearance. I should not only let go of attachments for fame and benefit, but also should consider others first, so as to attain the righteous enlightenment of selflessness and altruism. I decided to be Teacher's genuine disciple, always treat the Fa as the Teacher in all matters, and firmly cultivate in Dafa until final enlightenment. During my genuine cultivation, my xinxing and moral standard were upgraded, and as a result Teacher soon eliminated the karma in my body.
Since 1995, Teacher has cleansed and purified my body many times in a short period. The reaction was sometimes big and sometimes minor. After the purification of my body, my physical and mental conditions were fundamentally changed. My weight increased from 84 pounds to 114 pounds. I felt energetic, and my body felt light while walking. I didn't feel tired any more, and I worked as the average person did, while getting 5 hours sleep each night. I experienced no uneasiness after taking a bus trip of over 20 hours to a mountainous area. It was even more magical that my black hair grew back again!
During my three years of cultivating Dafa, I didn't take any pills and injections and therefore saved about 20,000 to 30,000 Yuan medical expenses. Anyone who knows me says that I am becoming younger and younger, and is amazed at the magical effectiveness of Falun Dafa in curing diseases. I was asked to have an examination at the hospital half a year after I started cultivation. The doctor who had performed the surgery before, seemed astonished to see that I was still alive, and must have thought that I had died long ago. The results of several examinations showed that all my diseases had been cured and I was quite healthy. The doctor said to me with surprise that from then on I could work and study like the average person. He believed I was a miracle in the history of medical science!
I want to prove with my own experience-- Falun Dafa is true science, not superstitious or idealistic. I sincerely hope that all the kind-hearted people can understand Dafa and treat Dafa properly.