(Clearwisdom.net) When the persecution first began, I had a strong attachment of fear. I was on tenterhooks when I heard a knock on my door. As I improved in cultivation and studied the Fa continuously, and with the help of fellow practitioners, my fear attachment was removed layer by layer, just like peeling an onion. Now I can openly clarify the truth and distribute copies of the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party. I can also visit Clearwisdom.net at any time and download information.
I am a teacher. My colleagues all know I am a Falun Dafa practitioner. The school principal wanted to fire me, which made me very angry. One night, I dreamed that the principal forced me to leave the school in a particularly nasty way. I firmly said, "I am determined not to leave. My future is not arranged by you. I walk the road arranged by my Master." Master's benevolent hint reinforced my cultivation beliefs. I distributed the Nine Commentaries and information CDs.
Because I take my work seriously, I was recognized by management. After that, the school principal said, "If you want to practice Falun Gong, practice at home."
One time, I gave a copy of the Nine Commentaries to the vice-principal, and then my heart started pounding. My fear attachment had surfaced. I quickly remembered Master's words: "You should be very clear in your mind about what you're doing: you are saving people, you are doing the most righteous and most magnificent thing!" ("Teaching the Fa at the 2004 International Fa Conference in New York") Fellow practitioners also encouraged me to not be afraid. That night, I had a dream in which I went out with others to tell people about the persecution. We were arrested. Someone called my name, and an evil police officer pointed a gun at me. I was very calm and had no fear. Suddenly, I heard the captain say: "Put the gun down." I passed this test. I remember this dream very clearly. I know that Master is encouraging me.
I also explain the facts to my students. There is a bad-tempered and stubborn student in our class. It's hard to discipline her. One day, she again fought with another student. I called her into my office and patiently told her the principles of Truthfulness-Benevolence-Forbearance. I also recited a poem from Hong Yin ("An Upright Person"). To my surprise, she listened carefully to what I said. Later, she apologized to the other student. Through this, I realized that I should not choose the people to whom I will explain the facts about the persecution, or judge people based on superficial behavior. Everyone has an understanding side.
One of my students was transferred to another school. Before she left, I only had time for a short talk with her in the hallway. I told her to remember the words Truthfulness-Benevolence-Forbearance. During the Chinese New Year, she sent me a short message: "Teacher, I will never forget the three words," which made me feel deeply the power of Dafa. The three words are deeply rooted in her heart. I felt really happy for her.
On my cultivation road, I continuously find that I have many attachments to be eliminated. I still need to study the Fa more, cultivate myself well, do the three things required by Master well, and succeed in cultivation.
