I Want to Go Home
(Clearwisdom.net) I began to study Falun Dafa in November 2004. In the last stage of the Fa-rectification period, I have found the Fa and I cherish this opportunity, a once in a billion year opportunity. I have tried my best to do the three things well. I have often felt Master with me and protecting me.
Not too long after I began to practice, I had a dream. In my dream the sky was grey and there were many people trying to crowd onto a boat. The boat was about to leave, but many people still had not gotten on board. I made my way through to the front of the crowd because I wanted to get on the boat, but I didn't have a ticket. I was anxious and took off my favorite heavy coat and shouted, "Who wants my coat?" A person on the boat quickly grabbed the coat. I hurried with all my strength, running toward the boat. The gangplank was so long it seemed that I could never reach its end. As I ran, I kept taking off more clothes because all the layers were so heavy that I could barely move forward. The boat was about to leave. I got really worried. I grasped a cable in the harbor and swung towards the boat. After I got on the boat I was still running! Someone said to me, "You are already on the boat." When I looked, I discovered that the boat was in the middle of the river.
I then saw Master in my dream and said, "Master, I used to see patients and treated them with qigong." Master pointed his fingers at my eyes and asked, "Does it work?" I suddenly felt a stream of hot air hit my eyes. I used to have frequent pain in my eyes, and it was particularly difficult for me to look at the computer screen. Since I had this dream I can now look at the computer screen with no problem. Sometimes I can read Master's Fa lectures on the computer for four to five hours at a stretch without moving my eyes from the screen.
Another practitioner told me that, as a new practitioner, I was quite good. I said, "It is not that I am good. It is Master who is pushing me forward!" It is Master who is pushing me forward. On my way to buy supplies to make Dafa truth materials, I've felt a stream of continuous hot energy on my back. I felt that Master was purifying my body almost daily.
On one delivery I ran into several evildoing authorities with electric batons along the way. I recited the following words in my mind,
"Teacher will certainly have His law body (Fashen) safeguarding them quietly. With perseverance they will certainly achieve Righteous Attainment in the future." ("Seeking Discipleship with Teacher" in Essentials for Further Advancement I)
I smiled at them and they stopped looking at me. On the way to deliver truth-clarification materials I recited,
"...board the boat of the Fa, sailing smoothly. How wonderful! Strive forward with every effort until Consummation." ("Enlightenment" in Essentials for Further Advancement I)
My heart was so full of happiness and peace, where could fear come from?
The night of December 14, 2004, I was reading Zhuan Falun. My son, sitting beside me, said, "Mom, after you cultivate well, please take me to heaven, too." I told him he would have to practice on his own to go to heaven. My son replied, "I want to practice!" He was eight years old. He double crossed his legs like me and said to Master, "I want to follow Teacher to practice to get an eternal body." After about five minutes my son asked me, "Mom, did you touch my head?" "Don't think anything else, just speak to Master," I replied. After a while he asked me again, "Mom, did you touch my head?" I told him that I didn't. He said that someone really had touched his head.
When I went back to the room later he told me, "Mom, when you went out, there was a person beside me. He was gigantic." My tears flowed instantly. It must have been Master.
My son slept soundly that night. I got up and knelt before Master's picture and could not stop crying. I was lost in the human world for 40 years and had lived aimlessly. Now I have finally found my way home. I beg Master to take me home! I do want to go home.