This is What I Truly Want
At the beginning of 1996, I went to visit my mother. I was a loyal Buddhist at that time. My mother knew I enjoyed reading books on the Buddha school, so she said, "I borrowed a book entitled Zhuan Falun. Do you want to take a look at it?" I said, "Sure." When I read it, I couldn't helping commenting, "Wonderful!" I even read it aloud. I told my mother, "This is a great book!" What I remembered from reading it the first time was that Falun Dafa is a way that cultivates both mind and body. From then on, I saw hope and eternity for my life.
The night after I started to practice the Falun Dafa exercises, my lower abdomen felt very hot after I finished the meditation exercise and was about to go to bed. I clearly felt something enter my lower abdomen and then immediately start to rotate quickly. I came to realize that Teacher had planted a Falun in my body.
Ever since I started to practice Falun Dafa, I have felt my body being cultivated every day. There is a Falun rotating above my head that rotates nine times clockwise and then nine times counterclockwise. Sometimes it even brings me a cool breeze. Driven by energy, my hair and pigtail are even ruffled. When I practice the standing exercises, it seems as if my whole body is turning with the Falun in my lower abdomen if I don't try to control my body. I have truly experienced how supernormal and profound the Buddha Fa is in my life.
I have read many books. Yet I had never seen the characters or letters in any other book jumping. But the characters and letters in Zhuan Falun and other Dafa books are alive. Sometimes all of the characters move, sometimes only part of the characters move. They jump at a very high speed and look extraordinary. I've also seen how Falun exists in other dimensions. I can't describe how magnificent and beautiful it was. I've experienced many things during my personal cultivation in Dafa. I can't tell about them all, especially because there are no words to describe what I saw or experienced. Here, I'd like to share one story. I hope people can learn something from it.
Before I practiced Dafa, my bottom would tear whenever I had a bowel movement. It often bled and medications could only alleviate the symptoms for a while. No medicines or medical techniques could cure it permanently. This condition made me very nervous, and I could not relax since it was torture for me each time I went to the bathroom.
My health worsened after 1994. My bottom was so painful that I couldn't sleep at all. Although I was afraid of surgery, I had no choice but to have an operation during the Chinese New Year. The results, however, were not good. It was still painful and it still bled. I had to continue to take medication every day.
After I had practiced Dafa for some time, I suddenly realized that the problem was gone. There was no more pain or bleeding. I didn't take any medicine and I didn't spend one penny, yet I had become a healthy person. I wouldn't be this healthy if I hadn't practiced Falun Dafa. I wouldn't be a truly good person if I hadn't practiced Falun Dafa.
September 30, 2005