(Clearwisdom.net)
Recently, when I send forth righteous thoughts my mind is never peaceful. I think about how to promote Dafa and clarify the truth to people. My thoughts are mixed with feelings of regret and uneasiness for the things I did not do well. From the surface, it seems that there is nothing wrong. However, these kinds of thoughts and feelings tend to be stronger while I am sending forth righteous thoughts. As a result, I cannot enter into tranquility.
I have sensed that this state is not right. Having studied the Fa and discussed with fellow practitioners recently, I have found the cause of this phenomenon. It comes from the interference of higher living beings in microcosmic spaces. "Most of them do not know the truth about the Fa-rectification and resist the Fa-rectification itself ...... since they are gods, they appear to be very kind" (Determination and Solidity). Actually they are hypocritical. If we do not improve our understanding of the Fa within the Fa, we may be easily disturbed by them. By taking advantage of our attachment to "doing Dafa work" that arises from our shallow understanding of the Fa, they let us think about how to clarify the truth and prevent us from reaching tranquility while we are sending forth righteous thoughts. They want us to follow their arrangements. What they do are the evil arrangements of the old forces. Their real purpose is to maintain everything of theirs. Master Li has said, "Seemingly, this was to prevent them from being left out of the Fa-rectification, and was to show that they took part in Fa-rectification, when in reality they were using Fa-rectification to reach their selfish goals" (The Effect of Righteous Thoughts).
In the "Fa-Lecture at the Conference in Florida, U.S.A.," Master Li told us that everything in the human society does not exist by chance. Dafa disciples' every move, every action and every word are very carefully arranged by the old forces. They don't persecute humans directly, but manipulate low-level spirits to persecute people. They manipulate people by taking advantage of their incorrect thoughts and the circumstance that human bodies are connected with the cosmos. We can only recognize the evils' nature and break with the evil arrangements of the old forces by studying the Fa with a peaceful mind and by improving our understanding within the Fa. "The Fa can break all attachments, the Fa can destroy all evil, the Fa can shatter all lies, and the Fa can strengthen righteous thoughts" (Drive Out Interference).
Master Li told us clearly in Zhuan Falun that thousands of things have been given to our main spirit. If our main consciousness is not strong and our mind is not right and controlled by messages that are not righteous, then who will obtain our gong? If it sees our incorrect thoughts, it will enlarge our attachments so as to control us. They will persecute us more recklessly and obstruct the Fa-rectification if we have not recognized the evils and accepted them. Therefore, our mind must be right, completely rejecting the evils' arrangements in our every thought, every word, every move, and every action from the perspective of the Fa. Meanwhile, we must thoroughly eliminate all the evils. If we don't eliminate them, then they not only persecute us and restrain us, but also persecute other students, other Dafa disciples and undermine the Fa-rectification. It is because the immense beings at the more microcosmic levels of the cosmos have become warped, which caused all the beings to be deviated from the Fa. Hence the Fa must rectify them. "They're dealt with through Fa-rectification by being eliminated in Fa-rectification, being repositioned, or being assimilated where they are" (Fa-Lecture at the Conference in Florida, U.S.A.).
As Dafa disciples who are creating the future, we must keep Master Li's teachings in our mind. What we do must be responsible for all the positive elements and for the everlasting existence of the Fa. Let us break away from all evil interference and destruction, creating a beautiful future with steady steps.
Please kindly point out any incorrect points.
