(Minghui.org) Over the years, I’ve often seen a teary eye. Most of the time, it has looked at me silently, with a large teardrop the size of a bean. Other times, it has filled with tears and disappeared in an instant.

I don’t know who is looking at me because I can only see an eye, which often appears when I do something wrong. Whenever it appears, I am often stunned, and it takes me a while to recover.

Several of my dreams left profound impressions on me. For example, once when I was half asleep, my mind and body were disturbed by lustful thoughts. I was awakened by a very loud crying sound, and then I saw tears pouring down like a waterfall. I immediately became alert and stopped those lustful thoughts.

In another dream, I saw a woman’s body stiffly curled up before my eyes. I woke up in a panic, and two words immediately came to mind: “crying ghost.” I started to think about what I had done during the day. I had gone into the temple with my family, strolling around with interest, already violating the rule of “no two cultivation ways.” No wonder the woman cried bitterly until she died. I was shocked and couldn’t bear that she died due to my ignorance.

Another time, out of jealousy and rivalry, I criticized my relative, who became so angry that he slammed the door and left. Afterward, I saw a tearful face (the only time I ever saw a full face), and it was the face of a Buddha! I was overwhelmed with guilt and immediately knew I was so ridiculously wrong.

All those dreams made me reflect and look inward, and I realized that those tearful eyes were Master’s compassionate enlightenment. They let me sense the hopes, concerns, and worries of all beings. I understand that the tears in their eyes are concerns about the state of my cultivation: “Do not forget your vows. Please do your best.”

Master’s enlightenment has made me realize more profoundly the weight of a cultivator’s responsibility. Whether Dafa disciples cultivate well or not affects the number of sentient beings that remain.

To do the three things well, we need to study the Fa well, cultivate ourselves well, eliminate all negative thoughts, safeguard Dafa and Master, and save sentient beings. I won’t let them down. I hope I won’t see teary eyes anymore, only joyful, happy eyes.