(Minghui.org) I started practicing Falun Dafa recently and have not studied the Fa well or enough.
My husband and I recently bought a new apartment at a low price. It was actually my big attachment. When I came back home from clarifying the truth with fellow practitioners, I went to see the new apartment with my husband. It took us more than two hours on the subway to get there. I studied the Fa and did the exercises at the new apartment that day. However, as soon as I woke up the next morning, I felt dizzy and the room was spinning. Because it happened in the new place, I realized at once that the problem was caused by my attachment to the new apartment. I said to my husband, “Close the doors and windows, turn off the water and electricity, and let’s go back home right now.”
I knew that I had done something wrong. I should not have been attached to the apartment, and there was greed because of saving money in my mind. I had lost my path, and realized I should focus on saving people! As soon as we left the apartment, I kept sending forth righteous thoughts. After an hour’s ride on the bus, we arrived at the subway station, and my head cleared up instantly. I had done the right thing. There is no small matter in cultivation, and it is very serious!
On the third day, my son called to invite us to his home for dinner. I didn’t want to go at first, but my husband said that my son would be upset if we didn’t go. We went because my sentimentality toward my son prevailed. Just after dinner, I felt dizzy again, and I begged Master to help me get home safely.
As soon as I arrived home I lay on the bed, and couldn’t move or sit up. Everything was spinning, and I couldn’t get up to go to the bathroom. I tried to get up to do the exercises at 2:30 a.m., but couldn’t. At 4:00 a.m., I begged Master to help me, as I wanted to do the exercises. I leaned hard against the bed headboard, gritted my teeth, and did the sitting meditation. I thought, “I made an appointment with other practitioners to clarify the truth today. Everything is arranged by Master, and no one has the right to persecute me. I only walk the path arranged by Master. If I don’t do things well, I will correct myself through cultivation.”
Before I finished the meditation, my mind cleared up. I wanted to go out and meet the other practitioners, but my husband was worried and suggested I shouldn’t go. I told him that Master protected me and helped me, so I must go out. Everything was fine, as if nothing had happened.
Another time, I went out to clarify the truth with a practitioner. As I was getting off the bus, it rolled back and forth a little, and I got dizzy again. I asked the practitioner to take me home. The next day I insisted on going out to clarify the truth, as nothing could stop me from doing what I needed to do.
The relationship with my daughter-in-law was difficult. She used my credit card to pay for her purchases, and often swore. She also threatened to divorce my son. I was anxious and angry. The angrier I was, the more she got agitated. It seemed that she would fight until the end.
Through Fa study, I came to understand that this was the karma I had created at work, and was something that I needed to cultivate away. If I was angry, I would not be kind, and a practitioner who did not cultivate compassion would not be able to succeed in cultivation. At the same time, I understood that my daughter-in-law was also suffering, and she was unhappy all day long. How could she not make trouble? She was creating karma too! Wasn’t it all for my cultivation? How many opportunities to improve had I missed? I should cultivate myself well.
From then on, I paid attention to improving myself based on the Fa, and when my daughter-in-law got angry, I reminded myself to cultivate and be tolerant, as she was helping me eliminate my karma. I no longer got angry, and all I could think about was how she was doing. When she made more trouble, I was not moved at all. Surprisingly, when I was calm, she stopped making any more trouble. Now our family is at peace! Thank you, Master! Thank you, Dafa!
After the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) lifted the lockdown and completely ignored the pandemic, many people tested positive for the virus. However, it didn’t stop me from going out every day to clarify the truth.
When I returned home one day, I had a headache but no fever. At night my stomach began to ache. My whole body ached, and my heart seemed to jump out of my chest. The pain was so severe that it made me ask Master to save me! I thought that Master was helping me eliminate my karma, and Master was bearing the huge tribulation for me. I just needed to endure that bit of pain.
After passing the test, my body was light and refreshed.