(Minghui.org) My family notified me the other day that the township office, where the 610 Office resides, planned to invite someone from out-of-town to talk to me. This stirred up various thoughts; for example, I’m still unsuccessful after sending forth righteous thoughts and denying the persecution for so many years. I also had mixed emotions: feeling anxious, resentful, and sad. I burned incense for Master Li (Falun Dafa’s founder) and asked for help, wishing these guys would not come. 

My mind remained unsettled. All I could do was sit down and send forth righteous thoughts. I lost my appetite and had difficulty taking a nap. I sat there and looked inward to find my gaps, and then I doubled my efforts to send forth righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil. 

It was a rainy day. No outsiders came to our town. 

I continued sending forth righteous thoughts the next day. I thought of Master’s Fa and felt I should strive to achieve what Master wants: None of the people who were controlled by the old forces should participate in the persecution. They should wait in their position and do what they have been doing. I will help them clear away the evil that controlled them, so they can follow Master and Dafa’s direction. They should learn the truth, quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) and its affiliates, and be assimilated by Dafa to attain a good future. 

I had sent forth righteous thoughts this way before but always felt my xinxing did not reach the required level. I sensed that I needed to send forth righteous thoughts for the people at the Political and Legal Affairs Committee and the 610 Office with all my heart. When I tried hard to do it, I felt my mind was foggy. So I strived to let go of my selfish thoughts and feelings.

I thought of Master’s Fa:

“… what you do then, with a pure heart, will be the best and most sacred.” (“Further understanding”, Essentials for Further Advancement)

I found Master’s Fa:

“The old forces will interfere with practitioners from time to time, but think about how important saving sentient beings is! Why do they have to cause all that interference. Don’t acknowledge it! Since none of them are worthy of participating, what I wanted was for none of the sentient beings to interfere, for them all to wait there, and I would have gone forward rectifying things, and the worst beings, however bad they might be, and no matter what kind of mistakes they made in history, all of them could have reached Consummation while just staying put. Wouldn’t that have been great?! (Applause) Of course, that wouldn’t have been done without principle, as I would have been transforming everything that a Dafa disciple owed into benevolent returns for sentient beings, and everyone would have been given the best compensation. If he couldn’t do it, then Master would help him do it. When the cosmos isn’t up to standard it’s because all of the sentient beings aren’t up to standard, and I would have helped all sentient beings do it, I would have helped you do it and I would have helped him do it. Then wouldn’t everything have been benevolently resolved? (Applause) With all of the beings being no good and no longer clean, I would have helped all of you do it. So wouldn’t that have been fair? You see the logic of it, right? But they insisted on doing things their way. Of course, even in that kind of situation, there would still inevitably have been reactions from beings that were affected in Fa-rectification, and trouble and interference would have emerged out of it. That’s natural, and from it, some suffering and trouble would have been created for me in Fa-rectification, and that’s natural, too. That, I could accept and acknowledge. But doing these things systematically has severely interfered with Fa-rectification, and it’s something that I can’t acknowledge. That’s how everything relates.” (Teachings Given on Lantern Festival Day, 2003)

I immediately sensed that, when I sent forth righteous thoughts before, I always had the thought of protecting myself from being harmed, and I might have also had some resentment. I did not see the Political and Legal Affairs Committee and 610 Office people who had harmed practitioners as my relatives who I wanted to save from the bottom of my heart.

Master said: 

“… cultivators have no enemies ...” (“Turning the Wheel Towards the Human World”)

“If you cannot love your enemy, then you cannot reach Consummation.” (Teachings at the Conference in Australia)

I had inadvertently put those at the Political and Legal Affairs Committee and 610 Office in an oppositional position. Although I did not want them to commit crimes against Dafa, the invisible gap always existed.

Master said: 

“Let me tell you, every person in the entire world was at one point part of my family (applause), including the worst people, or else they would have no chance to be a human being during this time.” (Teachings Given on Lantern Festival Day, 2003)

Have I treated Master’s family members kindly with a pure heart? The answer is no. This is my biggest gap. I need to eliminate these bad things completely. 

My realm of thought was immediately elevated. One can be benevolent only when one is not selfish. When I thought about these people again, I felt my mental capacity had become immense. They are the ones who are in danger. They were utilized by former Party leader Jiang Zemin and were controlled by the evil in another dimension to commit crimes against Dafa and practitioners. If I acknowledge this persecution, I will be agreeing with the old forces to control and persecute them, since a person will face hell and total destruction if he commits crimes against Dafa. Therefore, I cannot admit to this persecution, but need to reject it. This is a requirement of Dafa.

At this time, my mind was pure and benevolent. I sent forth a righteous thought from my heart, “Disintegrate the old forces and evil entities that control those working at the political director’s office, 610 Office, and township office who commit crimes against Dafa and practitioners. Let my part that has cultivated well communicate with their knowing side: ‘Your life is here to be saved by Dafa. But you have committed a huge crime of persecuting Dafa and practitioners. For doing so, you are to be completely annihilated. If you and the sentient beings in your celestial world are to be saved, your main consciousness and the human side need to awaken right away.’ Let them stop committing crimes against Dafa and practitioners, actively learn the truth about Falun Dafa, and quit the CCP and its affiliates.” 

I truly hope they are able to be saved and will have a wonderful future.