(Clearwisdom.net) After I read the article "Let Go of the Fear of Provoking the Evil" http://www.clearwisdom.net/html/articles/2010/9/10/119923.html), I have some experience to share with everyone.
I began practicing Falun Gong in 1999. I was discouraged and depressed after being released from a forced labor camp, and cut off all contact with other practitioners, thinking that I would avoid further persecution. But I was persecuted once again a year later when local police presumed I was the one who had distributed a lot of truth-clarification VCDs in our community.
After that I was harassed on every sensitive day, and I could do nothing about it. Such interference, which persisted until early 2009, cancelled my righteous thoughts until I decided that I would definitely eliminate the evil elements. The police presumed that I had distributed those informational materials, whether or not I had actually done so. This time I was determined to distribute them.
Being thus determined, another practitioner took me to our local Fa-study group. My xinxing improved, and I can understand the Fa based on the Fa. I cooperated with other practitioners in doing truth clarification and distributing informational materials about Falun Gong. A practitioner bought a second-hand copy machine to satisfy my large demand for materials. In the following nine months I distributed more than 6,000 flyers, posted more than 7,000 signs, and distributed hundreds of copies of the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party and informational DVDs.
My fear has disappeared while doing the three things. All the persecution the evil had intended to impose upon me vanished.
Now I have my family-based materials site and can access the Internet and download and print materials. I am self-supporting in producing materials for distribution and thus to offer salvation to more people.