(Clearwisdom.net) I am a university student who started practicing Falun Gong with my parents very early, but I did not study the Fa well, nor did I strictly follow the requirements for cultivation. After I went to the university and lived there by myself, many attachments surfaced. As a result, I was unable to study the Fa with a calm mind, nor do thethree things well. I was very frustrated, but later with Master's help, I met a local practitioner and resumed my cultivation.
The environment at school was not as convenient as at home, but as long as practitioners have the wish to save people, we can create new situations, and nothing will be lost in cultivation. Since I'm familiar with the campus, I know the proper time and best places to distribute flyers, and where I should put the truth-clarification materials. Sometimes, the materials are taken shortly after I drop them off.
Distributing truth-clarification materials is not just a regular activity, but a cultivation process. If I have any attachments that surface, I feel uncomfortable, and I must look inward and determine why I was afraid, why I felt uncomfortable, and what exactly made me anxious. After I eliminated the notion, I was able to improve. I once heard that one student who got a pamphlet said he would turn in the material to the teacher. I was very scared and without righteous thoughts. I wondered whether I should distribute the materials the next day. What if the school discovered me? I knew that this thought was not right and asked myself to stay calm. I looked inward and tried to find my attachments. When I realized that distributing flyers was saving sentient beings and not for myself, I became relaxed. On the second day, I continued distributing truth-clarifying materials and became optimistic. Another time, some students that I knew picked up the truth-clarifying materials. Without reading them, they made several negative comments. I was very sad and started to hate them. I understood that this feeling was not right, so I tried to figure out why I hated them. I realized that the reason was because they did not accept my opinion. I was validating myself but not the Fa. I felt ashamed that I did not cultivate well, and only complained about others. Now whenever I encounter any conflicts, I look inward. After I found my attachments, everything changed.
Other than distributing materials, I also collected other students' email addresses and sent them to the Clearwisdom website. I marked them as student emails, so that overseas practitioners would be able to send proper truth-clarification materials to the students. School is a semi-closed environment. Students have been poisoned by the Chinese Communist Party's (CCP) hate propaganda demonizing Falun Gong, yet they barely had an opportunity to learn the truth about Falun Gong. I once heard that a student received money with truth-clarification words written on it, and kept it. I realized that even though she might not be able to accept the truth, the truth still shook her up a lot. It is important that we distribute materials that relate to students. I always read through the materials, then give them to different people in the school. For university students, I believe that we should continue explaining the facts about the Tiananmen Square "self-immolation" incident, because it presents an obstacle for students acceptance of the true facts.