(Clearwisdom.net) Over a year ago, I established a truth clarification materials site in my home. Looking back, the whole process really felt like what Teacher said in Zhuan Falun:
"Cultivation depends on one's own efforts, while the transformation of gong is done by one's master. It is good enough if you have this wish. It is the master who actually does this, as you are simply unable to do it."
I wanted to produce truth clarification materials for two reasons. The first was to share the burden of the main materials production site, and secondly, I wanted to produce some materials that were oriented more to our local area's situation. On the surface, it appeared that every step of the process occurred naturally, when in fact, it was Teacher who did everything for me.
My husband is not a practitioner. Two years ago, he didn't want me to visit Dafa websites, so he sold our computer while I was away from home. I started to produce hand-written materials. I had to work during the day, so I used the nighttime to study the Fa and make truth clarification materials. Sometimes I stayed up all night, yet did not feel tired the next day. Later, I felt that the process of making hand-written materials was too slow, so I bought a copy machine and used it to make materials for distribution. I was able to validate the Fa and save people smoothly.
As the pace of Fa-rectification accelerated, I felt that I really needed a computer so that I could do more Fa-validation work, including publishing the "three withdrawals" [withdrawals from the membership of the Chinese Communist Party (CCP), the CCP Youth League, and the CCP Young Pioneers] on the Epoch Times website, and reading and posting articles on the Minghui website (Chinese version of Clearwisdom). One day, a co-worker asked me to learn how to use a software program with him. I asked him, "How can I learn it without a computer at home?" He said, "No problem." During the next few days, he continually urged my husband to buy a computer. Within a month, we bought a computer and obtained Internet access. Interestingly, my co-worker didn't bring up the idea of learning the software again.
I started to learn how to use the computer, but encountered some problems that I couldn't resolve. I didn't know what to do, when a fellow practitioner working at the main materials production site contacted me unexpectedly. The practitioner taught me how to use the technology, including how to navigate to a website, download an article, edit an article, print, record a CD, make CD labels, etc. He also helped me buy a printer to replace the old copy machine. Just like that, my home truth clarification materials site was established.
In the operation of the materials site, I really felt Dafa's miraculous power and Teacher's help and care! I am grateful to Teacher for providing me with an environment where I can continuously cultivate and temper myself. In this environment, I have removed many human attachments, such as the mentalities of eagerness, complacency, and suspicion. When we make truth clarification materials, we should not have any human notions or attachments. Otherwise, even the equipment would have all kinds of issues and breakdowns. When I immediately look inward, everything miraculously returns back to normal. My belief in Teacher and Dafa has been deeply strengthened, and I have learned about true belief.
I feel so fortunate; I can't describe the happiness I feel through cultivation. I'll try my best to do the three things well so that I am worthy of Teacher's compassionate and painstaking salvation.