(Clearwisdom.net) In February 2005, I moved from place A to place B with my husband. When we first moved to place B, I brought some truth-clarifying materials with us from place A. But very soon, I finished giving them out. I thought since I was not currently working at an ordinary person's job, and I had spare time, so I would study more of the Fa and send forth righteous thoughts. Every day when my husband went to work, in the morning after finishing the housework, I would study Zhuan Falun. In the afternoon, I would study Master's new articles and some other lectures. I also loved to read fellow practitioners' experience-sharing articles. Once in a while, I went to clarify the truth when I needed to do my shopping. I felt that I was doing all the three things.

But very soon, I felt sleepy no matter when I was reading the books or sending forth righteous thoughts. The thoughts always came to my mind that I should go out to clarify the truth. I checked inside and discovered that I had many attachments such as the attachment of comfort, the attachment of fear, etc. I did not do well the three things that Master asks us to do. I should go out to clarify the truth.

However since I have no contact with the local fellow practitioners, what should I do if I have no truth-clarifying materials? First I wrote truth-clarifying posters and went out to post them using double-sided tape. Later I was prepared to go out at night to clarify the truth face to face to people, but when I saw people were chatting in twos and threes, I was afraid to open my mouth to disturb them. I felt it was so difficult. After going home, I thought I should not have continued like this. At home, I have a computer and a laser all-purpose machine (copying, printing, faxing and scanning, all-in-one), so I thought it would be great if I could learn how to use the Internet.

At that time, except for turning on and off the computer and clicking the mouse, I did not even know how to type. I did not know English and no one was available to teach me. Where should I start to learn? So I decided to accomplish this through self-study. No matter how difficult it is, I was determined to learn it, because I am a Dafa practitioner.

Ever since I had this thought, Master has been helping me. Every day, I studied the Fa first before I turned on the computer and started to click the mouse on the screen. Sometimes, I also asked my husband for help. Gradually I knew some computer basics, for example the menu table, the right clicking of the mouse, etc. I also learned how to surf the Internet and type. Unknowingly it seemed that I had learned a lot of things. I felt that leaning to use a computer was not a very difficult thing to do. And the difficulties of learning English also seemed to have disappeared.

I started to use the software in truth-clarifying DVDs to surf the Internet. However I could not go to the Clearwisdom website. I learned from the Minghui Weekly that the firewall and the anti-virus software will hinder connecting to the Internet, and my computer at home had installed the same program. How can I go to the Clearwisdom website? One day, I suddenly had a thought to shut down the firewall. After trying once, the website appeared. I was so happy to be able to read the Clearwisdom website, and I can read Master's new articles and the Minghui Weekly without delay.

After disabling the firewall, I started to search the Internet. I read some computer techniques-related articles, and I very often read the articles written by fellow practitioners emphasizing Internet safety issues. I went to the Qingxin Forum to look for software. I downloaded and installed the Kaspersky Anti-Virus software. But very soon, the free use period expired. I went to the Qingxin Forum again and found the ZA website. When I opened it, it was all in English. I clicked on the download, and it was actually installed. I could hardly express my feelings.

In this way after four months of research, relying basically on self-study (mainly reading fellow practitioners' experience-sharing articles), I not only learned basic knowledge of the computer, I also learned how to download, print and install the electronic books, using the internal email of the Clearwisdom website, etc. I can prepare truth-clarifying materials by myself now.

When I first started preparing truth-clarifying materials, I downloaded Overseeing the World and Minghui Weekly. I printed one copy out, and then used the all-in-one machine to copy it. One day I could only make several dozen copies before I gave them out. When I was giving out the truth-clarifying materials by myself, I felt really happy. When I started making the copies, I also met with many unexpected things. I put several copies of the printouts together, first printing out one side before printing out the other side. I made twenty copies of each page of the materials. It was quite smooth when I printed out the one side. Since I did not know there was static electricity on the other side, the paper jammed when I printed out several copies of the other side. Later on, I put the printouts, one copy after another, on the ground before I printed out the second side of the page.. This helped somewhat. One time after becoming rushed and impatient, I found that when printing the two-sided copies, the two sides of one page did not relate to the same content. Because the printer always had problems whenever I tried to make two-sided copies, I had to put the two-sided tapes on the back of each one-sided copy and manually make two-sided copies so that they can still play the role of saving sentient beings. Sometimes if I wanted to print more, there would be printer problems. I knew I had the attachment of doing things. I deeply felt that the process of making the materials is the process for cultivating myself. Especially when I was not doing it smoothly, and when I did not know much about the technology, it was even easier to get attached.

When I recalled situations that happened in the past, cultivating was easier said than done. Fellow practitioners also wrote about this in detail, but I was not clear what to do. It all depended on my own effort. For example, typing is easy once it is learned, but prior to that, one may not even know where to find the keyboard.

Sometimes when encountering a problem, the solution suddenly appears in my mind, or when I am sending forth righteous thoughts, I would have a knowing of what should be done next. Many problems were solved in such a way. I still recall the time my MP3 was dead, the one that my husband bought in 2001. He did not use it for a very long period of time. Last year, I asked a fellow practitioner to download Master's lectures and the exercise music. When I went to have it repaired at the same counter that sold the same brand of MP3, they advised me to go to the maintenance department to have it repaired. After going home, I was surfing the Qingxin website and found the articles about how to install the electronic books. Suddenly, the three words for formatting appeared on the screen. So I had my MP3 formatted, and it turned out to be usable after it was re-installed.

Until now, I still do not have much knowledge about computers and printing. Whenever I need to do something, the wisdom given to me by Dafa definitely plays its role. My understanding is that if we have the heart to do something, we just go ahead. We should not be limited by ordinary people's notions. Since we are Dafa disciples, Dafa will open up our wisdom.

I learned to use the computer and prepare simple truth-clarifying materials to save sentient beings. The reason for me to have been able to do so is all because of Master's compassion. It is fellow practitioners' unselfish contribution, which also made me experience the power of the whole body.

Fellow practitioners, please rectify anything improper, with your compassion.