(Clearwisdom.net) I didn't attend Master's classes when he was transmitting the exercises and teaching the Fa. I simply practiced Falun Gong by reading the book Zhuan Falun over and over again. I also practiced the exercises, watched Master's lectures on video and cultivated my xinxing. By practicing this way, I also experienced a good effect. I have also been personally moved by Master's grace. I could never forget Master's grace as long as I live.
Now, I wish to write down my feelings to express my reverence towards Master, which encourages me to cultivate diligently and steadfastly. In addition, l want to share my joyfulness with fellow practitioners, so that we may have faith in Master and the Fa.
Prior to practicing Falun Gong, I suffered from strained lumbar muscles, bone spurs in my spine, headaches and an irritable digestive system. My work and life were consequently affected. My children also suffered losses due to my illnesses and this in turn effected their futures, as I could not look after them as well as they deserved. Over time, the illnesses worsened, especially the lower back pain. I would frequently lose all sensation in my legs when I sat down and could not stand up unassisted. Only after I moved my upper body forward and backward to warm up, could I stand. When I lay in bed at night, I could not roll over until I physically lifted and pushed my hip with my hands. In addition, I suffered very severe hemorrhoids, which made it difficult to ride a bike. These illnesses prevented me from working even when I was relatively young. Over ten years later, I was so fortunate to discover Falun Dafa. I remember that it took me only half a day to read Zhuan Falun from cover to cover, as well as study the illustrations and explanations of the exercise movements.
I felt so privileged to have found Falun Gong, that on the very same night, I had a dream. A person who looked similar to Master said to me in the dream, " Previously you had lower back pain and you could not roll over properly. Now, you see..." Suddenly, I woke up and felt very different. I tried to stand up and found I was able to do so, without any lower back pain. At once I knew it was Master who had cleansed my body because I had read the book Zhuan Falun that day. I had just experienced a true miracle. I could not describe how excited I felt.
My headaches vanished one day as I was doing the exercises, I felt someone hit me with their open palm. On another day, there were thousands of people doing the exercises together. When we were holding the wheel on both sides of the head, suddenly I heard a sound like "Pa." Again, on my right arm, I felt as if someone hit me with an open palm. I opened my eyes, I could see that everyone was holding the wheel. Who hit me? I was puzzled at that moment. Immediately the pat became a thin line and transmitted from the upper arm to the shoulder, from the neck to the right side of my head like an electric wave. A blood vessel in my head started pulsing. From then on, the headaches were gone.
As Master says in Zhuan Falun,
"This is because we have seen that when the legs are painful, the black substance moves to the legs. The black substance is karma that can be eliminated through suffering; it can then be transformed into de. Once the pain is felt, karma begins to be eliminated. The more karma that comes, the more pain the legs feel. Therefore, the pain in the legs does not arise without reason."
Once when I was putting up both legs in the full lotus position, I suddenly felt that in my right leg there was a round egg-sized air bubble which travelled from 7 inches above my knee to 7 inches below. The feeling was so wonderful. I was so excited that I told any new person I met, "Everything Master says in Zhuan Falun is true. Falun Dafa really is the great law of the universe."
Master's mercy is boundless. Master is so merciful and has suffered all kinds of tribulations to save sentient beings. As disciples, we should follow Master and return to our original, true selves. By assisting Master in Fa-rectification we may reach consummation.