(Clearwisdom.net) While there are fellow practitioners being tortured every minute, what are we doing?

Very seldom did I think about time before. I never thought about time as if I were attached to it, nor did I treasure every minute because of my ignorance. In reality, these notions prevented me from thinking about this issue.

But now that my wife, a fellow practitioner, is detained and facing illegal trial, my heart suddenly aches, and I know what time means to me. Time to me is now counted in seconds. In that evil den, concentrated with rotten ghosts, every second is as long as a year to a normal life, let alone a fellow practitioner that the evil party is determined to torture.

I used to be so numb! I used to take persecution facts reported on the Minghui/Clearwisdom website as "news." Although I was angry, I felt helpless. I did not take fellow practitioners' lives as my own to safeguard.

Now that my wife is being tortured, when I look at other fellow practitioners that have the same mentality I used to have, I feel so sad. We have left so many regrets in those moments. How are we going to face our respected Master, our great fellow practitioners, and our wives who would rather die than give in?

What are we doing every minute? What have we thought of every minute? Is it reality, numbness, or fear? These are all so horrible--the old forces arranged all of this!

Master, I am sorry, truly sorry! I wrote this article in tears.