(Clearwidsom.net) I am one of the practitioners who, motivated by my selfish attachments, renounced my practice of Falun Gong under the coercive pressure of the authorities. I did something against Dafa and Master. I feel extremely ashamed.

After reading the article, "Authorities in Jinan Force Imprisoned Practitioners to Paint False Picture of Falun Gong for Kofi Annan and US President Bush," I decided to relate some of my own experiences so as to clarify the truth and to disclose the lies fabricated by Jiang and his group under the disguise of the phony NGO, "China Anti-Cult Association (CACA)." Actually this "association" is a puppet organization controlled by Jiang and his followers to persecute Falun Gong and its practitioners.

(The above-mentioned article can be found here: http://www.clearwisdom.net/emh/articles/2004/5/12/47974.html)

There are about one hundred Falun Gong practitioners detained in the Liuchangshan Labor Camp in Jinan City, Shandong Province. I remember around the time of the 2002 Chinese New Year, Cui Wei, the captain of the 5^th ward, 2^nd section of this labor camp, gathered all the chief inmates together for a meeting, at which they were told to order more than ten Dafa practitioners to write letters to the United Nations and to President Bush. These practitioners were instructed to write the letters according to the outlines given and to send them to CACA. Then the association would forward these letters to the United Nations and to President Bush. The practitioners were also instructed to write their own home or workplace addresses as the addressers. They were given envelopes and different varieties of stamps. They were also told to not to seal the envelopes so that the letters could be inspected first.

Actually, many practitioners who were involved in writing these letters know that what they wrote is not true, and they can testify to every detail about how they were used.

If the letters which were forwarded by Shang Jinggong, the chairwoman of Jinan City CACA are examined, the following facts can reveal her lies:

1. Every letter was dated the same day.
2. The postmark on every letter had the same date from the same post office.
3. All the practitioners who wrote the letters are imprisoned in labor camps. Since October 2002, all the Dafa practitioners imprisoned in the labor camps in Jinan City have been given three-year sentences regardless of the reason for their arrests. How could they have mailed these letters from their homes?

I want to do right to compensate for what I have done before. I want to clearly identify the persecutors, get back onto the path of validating Dafa, save sentient beings and cultivate myself diligently so as to live up to our merciful Master's expectations.