May 11, 2003

Recently some Dafa practitioners filed a lawsuit against Jiang Zemin. I knew it was a very important event in the Fa-rectification, but somehow I wasn't able to pay enough attention to this matter.

Recently, when I shared my experience with other practitioners on this issue, one practitioner said, "Sending forth righteous thoughts to eliminate any interference to this lawsuit is very important; however, clarifying the truth with this lawsuit is also very important." Another practitioner immediately asked, "Is there anyone coordinating the truth-clarification centering on this matter? I'm not familiar with the truth-clarification work and I'm afraid that I might mess things up if I were to do it." I then answered, "You are hindered by your own human notions. Your notion of not knowing how to do it is a barrier."

When I looked within, I found myself also being hindered by my own human notions. Because I only cared about my own Dafa projects, and also because there were some conflicts between other practitioners and me, some practitioners said that I should not get involved in the truth-clarification work with the lawsuit. Then, using the excuse of being busy and being responsible for the projects I am in charge of, I indeed did not do much in the Fa-rectification activities centering on this lawsuit. Had I realized the importance of this lawsuit from the bottom of my heart, I would have done a lot more.

When I enlightened to this, I seem to have broken through something, so I am sharing my experience here with everybody. Sometimes, we unknowingly are hindered by our own notions, just as Teacher said in Zhuan Falun, "You just feel it's odd and don't think about it further."