The first snow fall this winter has made it a beautiful day today. Our teacher said, "One will be an enlightened being if he can let go of the attachment of life and death". I think that I can do this, so at home I began pondering going out to spread some Dafa flyers that clarify the truth. So, I took several copies of "Jiang Zemin Cannot Shirk the Responsibility for the Persecution of Falun Gong", put them in my pocket and left home.
However, once I left my house, my mind was not so pure. While riding the bus, I had many thoughts like, maybe I would get caught, etc. I thought that as a particle of Dafa, doing things for Dafa is also doing things for ourselves. Even if one more person knows the truth, it will help to break the environment that the evil breeds. Worrying about this and that are attachments that I need to get rid of. Thinking this way, my mind became calm.
How can I start? While I was thinking about this, I saw an old lady step onto the bus. I stood up for her to take my seat. After chatting for a while, I took a copy of the flyer out of my pocket and held it in my hand. After the bus arrived at the bus stop, I handed the flyer to her, said good bye and got off the bus.
After distributing the flyers, I arrived at home safely. "When you have no fear in your heart, there will be no factors that cause fear." Thinking of the compassion of our teacher, I realized I really needed to get rid of more attachments and step forward boldly. On the way home, my nephew asked me, "Which level are you in now?" I said, " 'Thinking of others ahead of myself, and having no selfishness at all' is the level I want to achieve."
I want to thank the fellow practitioners overseas.
Although we are far apart, as Dafa particles our hearts are all connected. Dafa practitioners, please step forward for Dafa, for all lives, and for your own life. The day is coming when the entire world will celebrate!
A practitioner in Mainland China
December 11, 2000