“I See the Change in You”

(Minghui.org) I’m fifty years old. Before I began practicing Falun Dafa when I was thirty-six I lived in extreme pain due to various illnesses. After I gave birth at the age of twenty-one, my health declined. I frequently got colds and fevers, and suffered from neuralgic migraines, asthma, superficial gastritis, acute enteritis, constipation with anal fissures, rheumatoid arthritis, lumbar disc herniation, spinal stenosis, frozen shoulder, seasonal urticaria, and stinging and tearing eyes that became unbearable when exposed to light or wind. I also had lobular breast hyperplasia and several gynecological issues resulting from multiple abortions. I still managed to work, but I was eventually unable to. My ailments tormented me. I also became depressed which made my life even worse. My husband had to carve out time from his busy work schedule to take me to the hospital or the clinic every few days. Our family’s meager savings were almost gone, and despite our efforts, my health showed no signs of improvement.

My depression made my temper worse. I often cursed everyone and I smashed things—furniture, cell phones, electric bikes—anything in sight. I also cut up perfectly good clothes for no reason. My child avoided me, and my husband had to watch me whenever I lost my temper because he was afraid that I’d destroy everything. He was on the verge of collapse. Although he wasn’t even forty he looked like an old man. The pain I felt, my explosive temper, and the strained relationships with my family made me feel as though there was nothing left for me in this world. My life seemed to have reached its end, and I just wanted to find a quiet place to die.

Just when I was feeling most discouraged and about to give up, I happened to meet an old woman on the street. She explained the truth about Falun Dafa to me. As I watched her walk away, I suddenly had a strong desire to learn Falun Dafa from her. Just two days later, we met again!

In November 2011, I started to practice Falun Dafa! That day marked my rebirth--I'd finally found hope! Master was taking care of me! After she gave me Falun Dafa’s main book, Zhuan Falun, I read it eagerly. I learned why people get sick, the meaning of life, the relationship between loss and gain, and so much more. Less than a month after I began studying the Fa and practicing the exercises the illnesses that tormented me for years disappeared, and I finally experienced what it felt like to be illness free! I felt so relaxed and happy, and experienced incredible joy. Everything around me seemed beautiful, and I cherished everyone I met. I couldn’t stop smiling. It was a stark contrast to my previous state of displeasure, depression, negativity, gloom, and dislike for everyone.

As I studied the Fa more deeply, not only did my body undergo tremendous changes, but my xinxing also improved, and my outlook on life changed. My husband and child, who endured so much because of me, were overjoyed. They both believed that Falun Dafa was truly wonderful. My relatives and friends were also amazed at the dramatic changes in my body and mind. As a result, my sister, brother-in-law, and husband all decided to practice Falun Dafa.

Before I practiced Falun Dafa, I wasn’t nice to my father-in-law. My husband has four brothers, but when we got married, my father-in-law only gave us an old, dilapidated house with no furniture. He didn’t give us a penny when we had our child. We lived in the same yard, directly across from each other. I resented him and despised his habits. He often smoked a pipe, leaving ash and soot everywhere. He did not shower frequently. I was indifferent to him, which made him uncomfortable and frustrated. However, after studying the Fa, I no longer resented him. I started cleaning his room, cooking his favorite meals, doing his laundry, and chatting with him. I did my best to meet his needs. My words and actions warmed his heart. My father-in-law often said to me, “Falun Dafa is truly wonderful! It’s not like what’s shown on TV. I’ve seen your transformation from beginning to end. You must study it well!” To make it easier for me to care for him I worked half-days. My husband was touched and said that I was even more attentive and considerate than he was.

Before I began practicing Falun Dafa, I often had conflicts with others at work. I haggled over petty gains and created a lot of resentment. After I began practicing I conducted myself according to the principles of Truthfulness, Compassion, and Forbearance in every position I worked in, and brought the beauty of Falun Dafa to my workplace. Regardless of where I worked, I was highly praised by my boss and coworkers. When I changed jobs my previous employer was reluctant to let me go.

My relationship with my maternal relatives also became harmonious since I started practicing Falun Dafa. In my hometown, there is a custom that places the responsibility of supporting parents primarily on the son. It is seen as a significant favor when a daughter occasionally visits and brings food and clothing. For the past two years, my mother aged and was unable to take care of herself, so my older and younger brothers took turns caring for her. However, the unequal distribution of wealth between the two families created a rift, leading to a near-complete breakdown in communication.

I discussed with my sister, brother-in-law, and husband about taking turns caring for our mom to reduce the burden on my brothers. Seeing us do this, my brothers were deeply moved and surprised. They said, “If it weren’t for you practicing Falun Dafa, how could you possibly do this? Mom is in such a state and the other daughters hide at home, yet you still take the initiative to care for her. Only Falun Dafa practitioners can do this.” It was the power of Falun Dafa that brought our family together. This is a perfect example of how one person practicing Falun Dafa can benefit the entire family!