(Minghui.org) I have always believed in gods, but felt that they were too far from me. I thought that I could change my fate, but I did not know how to do it. I was frustrated and lost because I could not succeed in business and suffered from a debilitating health problem that defied treatment.
I developed cluster headaches at the age of 27. Every year around the beginning of spring and winter, the headaches came on. The pain was so severe that it made me cry.
I went to several well-known hospitals in Jinan City for treatments, but to no avail. Having lost confidence in Western medicine, I went to see a traditional Chinese medical practitioner. He was confident that he could help me in the beginning, but my symptoms got worse. Finally, he said, “It's not a bad idea to take pain pills.”
I left the clinic in tears of despair. At that moment, I thought of Falun Dafa. Someone had mentioned the practice to me a few days before. I had practiced Falun Dafa for a short time before the persecution in 1999, but stopped. My family was afraid of being persecuted and burned all my Dafa books.
I got a copy of Zhuan Falun from a practitioner I knew. When I finished reading it, I asked myself, “Am I a practitioner now? Did Master teach the Fa in this regard? Why don't I follow the Fa to change myself?”
I was on my way home with the big bag of Chinese remedies. I decided to throw it in the trash and had the thought: “Trust Master. I only trust Master!” The pain started to subside and was completely gone by the time I reached my apartment. It was a miracle!
Someone deceived me, and I lost my business as a result. People I knew deserted me, and all my funds were frozen. I failed to revive my business no matter how hard I tried.
After that I had a difficult time believing in anything or anyone until after I had done my research. With Falun Dafa, however, I was convinced immediately. I studied all of Master's recent articles and realized that it was important for practitioners to improve themselves according to the Fa.
Many good things happened after I began practicing. I won a bidding even though my chances were slim. My business began to improve. I still encounter problems, but I now look inward to see if I have attachments or human notions. When I let it go and change my heart, there is always a solution and things work out well.
I have stopped going hunting and fishing, because practitioners are taught not to kill. I do not look down on my wife anymore or speak badly of others. Instead, I treat my wife, her family, and other people with kindness.
When I follow Dafa's requirement and really change myself, everything around me changes. I now have a happy family and a very successful business. I am the luckiest person in the world!
Thank you, Master!