On the evening of June 7, 2008, I was forcibly taken from my home by the police and imprisoned at a detention center. A week later, I was transferred to a psychiatric hospital for further persecution. After arriving at the mental hospital my human notion of fear surfaced; so when a doctor asked me, "Do you insist on practising Falun Gong?" I replied, "No."
I was taken advantage of and persecuted by the evil because I didn't conduct myself according to Falun Dafa requirements. My human notion of doing things appeared when I didn't diligently cultivate due to lack of studying the Fa and practicing the exercises. Gradually, many human notions returned. Those human notions included the attachments of seeking ease and comfort, jealousy, an unbalanced attitude, and sentiment towards my family. At that time, I was surrounded by my selfishness and behaved like a non-practitioner. I held onto humanness with one hand and wouldn't let go, and I held onto Buddhahood with the other hand and wouldn't let go, either. I solemnly declare: All of the words I said that were not aligned with the Fa are null and void. I will make up for any losses I have caused Dafa and will catch up with the process of Fa-rectification.
April 15, 2009
Chinese Version available at http://www.minghui.org/mh/articles/2009/4/27/199780.html
On November 2, 2007, when I was handing out copies of the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party and encouraging people to quit the CCP and its affiliated organizations, I was reported to the authorities and taken to the local police station. Fifteen days later, I was illegally sentenced to a year and six months of forced labor.
While I was imprisoned, the guards tried to brainwash me every day and didn't allow me to have any sleep. I was locked in a big cell alone. It was so cold in the cell that I shivered and trembled and I felt a lot of mental pressure. Although my husband was a non-practitioner, he was also threatened by the police. One night around 9:00 p.m. when my husband was alone in the house, several police officers suddenly entered our home and confiscated my family's belongings. My husband was so scared that he had a heart attack and was taken to a hospital. He was declared dead three times in one day by the doctors. My heart broke and I cried. I wrote the three statements against my will. My husband still passed away.
Now I thoroughly understand that it was the CCP's persecution that destroyed my family. I solemnly declare: All the "Three Statements," "Thought Reports," Guarantee statements, and other written statements I wrote against my will in the forced labor camp are null and void as are any words I said that didn't conform to Dafa. I will work twice as hard to make it up to Dafa and save more sentient beings. I will firmly cultivate in Dafa to the very end.
April 25, 2009
Chinese Version available at http://www.minghui.org/mh/articles/2009/5/2/200056.html